Mine as always | Jenlisa

Forbidden love

FORBIDDEN LOVE

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

LISA'S POV

We both know it's wrong.

We aren't supposed to be doing anything sinful.

But, we spend the night. Sinfully

It wasn't supposed to be like that, and we both know it.

Me and Jennie, are both Catholic. We aren't supposed to be doing those dirty stuff

But we did, we did the forbidden love. A love that is impossible to stay out of gossip or in the eyes.

"You ready?" Jennie, asked me while I nodded. We both held our hands

And began praying, and asking for forgiveness to the Lord. For what we have done is wrong, later on.

We will confess to Father our deepest sin, and that is sleeping with each other.

I prayed hard, asking for forgiveness to the Lord.

I saw tear fell in Jennie's eyes, but I remained calm and kept praying. Being disturbed or cutting off a prayer is also a sin

Because, once you cut your prayer without finishing it? The demon and the temptation will come and get inside you.

Forgive me dear Lord, for I have sinned.

Forgive me Lord, for I fell with the same Gender.

Forgive me Lord, for I fell in love.

Forgive me Lord, I fell in love with the wrong Gender.

Women is for Men, and Men is for Women. Forgive me Lord, for I have forgotten that sentence.

Forgive me for our Foolish Deeds. Forgive me Lord God.

Amen.

Once I did the sign of the cross, I opened my eyes seeing Jennie done with praying and looking at me painfully

"Is there.. really, no.. possible way for us to be together happily?.."

Her vulnerable state made me almost give in. Seeing her like this hurts my heart so much, why? Simply because I fell in love with her

"As much as I want to Jennie.. we can't. I—I can't.." I said as I held her hands together with mine

She smiled and shakes her head

"We both know it's a Sin in this mortal world.. *sigh* forgive me for asking such insolent question."

She then removed my hands from her and stand up. She then smiled as tears finally came down running from her cheeks

"I must go, I'm sorry I can't come with you with father." She said and left running away from the altar and me.

My heart aches so much, but what can I do?