Mine as always | Jenlisa

Jennie

Hey, did y'all miss me? Hehe.

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LISA'S POV

At one point in life, there will always be time wherein you'll feel desperate for getting something you never had in the first place

That's what I feel right now, I want to have her and I feel so fucking useless knowing I can't do anything

She was never mine, but I was hers..

Kim Jennie, the girl I adored so much. I've fallen in too deep and now, I can't go back up

I tried to crawl out into this damn deep whole but, no matter what I do.. I always end up falling back down.

She's got me wrapped around her fingers, damn it.

I needed to move on, I needed to get out of this whole one way or another. I'll hurt myself more than I already am.

She's taken, she has a boyfriend so what on earth can I do? She's not mine.

She had been claimed, and I'm not the person that claimed her.

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Hurts right? Early in the morning, I see them making out in the parking lot.

It's honestly weird too, I use to think they were related. Kim Hanbin, and Kim Jennie.. both have the same surname

But, they weren't. They're in a romantic relationship

How I wish I was the one kissing her right now.

"Hey, don't feel bad now Lis. It's almost been a decade since you've had your heart pinned on her. Don't you think it's time to replace it?"

Seulgi said, she's my friend since birth.

"**sighs** I tried, I really did.. But, it seems very impossible.. especially since I see her almost every damn time.." I said in a sad tone, with a defeated face

"Then! How bout you start being like me? **smirks**" I immediately elbowed her stomach

"Owww!!!" She yelped in pain

"That's what you get! Are you crazy?! I will never, EVER be a fuck girl Seul~! I may not be a virgin, but! I'm not gonna go around and let people think I want to have a relationship with them" I explained to her to which she rolled her eyes

"Argh, Lisa. Have you heard of one night stands?! There's a club here that anyone who enters knows it. So, why not give it a try? Or.. I could set you up with fuck buddy?" She asked me starting to talk nonesense

"What the?!—- no! Seul, oh my God!" I yelled at her angrily

"Calm down tiger! **chuckles** I'm just suggesting you know?~" she raised her arms as if she's surrendering

"**scoffs** Well thanks but no thanks! I still have self respect babe." I smirked at her seeing she was offended

"What—- Yah! How dare you! May I remind you that I don't do one night stands?! I have a fuck buddy! And that's it! So hah!" She whispered yelled and frowned