The missing link

I feel different

Yeah, I really do, I feel different. I know I'm not, but that's the way that I feel. I don't have different colored hair, like a zombie, my hair is as blonde as blonde could be. And my sister wishes she had my hair. I wish I had her real hair. She has silver hair under her blonde wig. The only thing that's not human of me is my one green eye and my one blue eye. I have to wear a contact in my green eye. So that I look "normal" so that I look human, so that I look "perfect."

To heck with that! I'm gonna rebel. And that leads me to of course wanting to dye my hair. I found a place that sells like really real permanent colored hair dye. Except it doesn't work on Addison's hair, but it will work on mine. If my sister is gonna be different with her hair, whether she likes it or not, I'm gonna permanently change my hair color too. I won't change to something like purple or blue, or green. I won't make it silver to not be matchy, matchy. G-D forbid (rolls eyes) But I wanna make it like this (hairstyle red and black) 

And because my hair is so long, I now also had to find a long blonde colored wig (hairstyle blonde) so that, that day when I came home. I went right up to the room myself and my sister share and made her sister swear that she'd promise me she'd never tell anyone what I'd done. She knew by sister swearing that it was serious like "Dixie Chick serious" Farrah, w-what w-when h-how.... She *gasped* covering her mouth in shock. Breathe Addi breathe. Like the good sister I am I decided since you can't dye your hair, now neither can I. I bought some for you to try in blonde it's supposed to be like literally permanent hair color like forever, forever.

Ok, I'll try it tonight. She promised me. You're not gonna tell anyone are you? She shook her head, as she cried tears of joy, throwing her arms around me. Thank you, thank you, thank you Farrah! Oh Addi don't cry, I said rubbing her back. Now, good thing it's summer, cause you have cheer camp, and I have an audition to go to for theatre. Wish me luck. I said crossing my fingers. You don't need luck only confidence, and you're gonna rock it. You too sis.

The only other thing that sets me apart, was that even if I wasn't legally a zombie, and only really my eye color set me apart from the others, but that no one would ever know with the blue contact in my eye. Was that they decided even though I've never craved brains once in my entire life that I needed a Zband too. That and.... Oh, before you go you might want to get dressed. Seabrook colors or not, been made fun or not, you are you and no one can take that away from you, and I love you just the way you are. You're family loves you too they always have, even if they can't get through to you to wear a light pink, a light blue, or light green colors, that you wear black, red, different shades of blue, and purple.

Oh yeah, I shouldn't go to an audition in my workout clothes. Should I? No, you probably shouldn't. Go get dressed. Will you wait for me? Girl camp and your theatre thing are like in the same building just on completely sides. Of course. We gotta get on a bus tomorrow to go to cheer/theatre camp. But today you've got an audition and I have conditioning for cheer. If any of you are dancers you know what kind of conditioning I'm talking about. My sister is a dancer she does it all the time. I can't exactly explain it since I don't do it.

I need to audition so that I can participate during camp activities or I have to do cheer. What's wrong with cheer? Honey I love you, I said taking her hands in my own, but I think you just answered your own question. I squeezed her hand and went to go get dressed (outfit 6) Come on let's go. When we got there. Break a leg sis. You too Addi. Who knew after just another summer to come for this that at the end towards the end of the Aug that our world would be turned upside down? Especially in my opinion for the better!