🍓🚬 14: -Diary-

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(I had short hair back then... WANNA SEE THE PIC 😉)

"You know what time it is Myoui."

Lia giggled as she made grabby hands to Shuhua who rolled her eyes and gave her, her diary.

"Wow! Jeon Soyeon? At age 18? God damn Myoui."

Lia snickered as Shuhua puffed her cheeks and looked away.

"Sana Unnie gave you a new pack?"

Lia asked.

Shuhua nods and lit one cigarette.

"Who knows that you smoke?"

"Sunghoon Oppa and Sana Unnie, they are the only ones who knew... I almost got caught by Momo Unnie but thank fuck she didn't see me smoking..."

Shuhua sighed as Lia nodded and opened the diary.

"Dearest Diary, I'm still writing even if I'm 18 now, I saw a girl always getting bullied by how she looks... I think she looks so cute tho... We became friends."

-🌷☀️🍂❄️-

"Ugly duckling!"

"Short bitch!"

"You so ugly! Go away creep!"

"Leave the school!"

"Nerd!"

"Yuck! Look at that face!"

Shuhua frowned seeing the older girl walk away.

"Hey! Fuck off you twat scumbags! Fuck off before your parents lose their jobs! It's Myoui Shuhua by the fucking way!"

Shuhua yells as she threw some rocks at the bullies who immediately ran away.

"That's right pussies! Run!"

Shuhua scoffed and proudly smiled at what she have done.

"Well done Myoui!"

"Thanks, Myoui!"

Shuhua pats herself.

"You didn't have to do that you know?"

Shuhua jumped and looked at the short girl beside her.

"I have to! They were being mean to you! You don't look ugly, I bet you look pretty."

Shuhua grumbled as she saw the girl's brown hair sticking out.

"Are you... Wearing a wig?"

Shuhua asked as she grabbed the girl's wig, snatching it, the shorter girl gasped.

"Are you perhaps copying Hannah Montana?"

Shuhua chuckled.

"Myoui Shuhua."

"... Jeon Soyeon."

-🌷☀️🍂❄️-

"This is cute! But why..."

Lia looked at Shuhua who was busy smoking while looking up the stars.

"She asked me on a date, she told me about her dreams, I supported her in everything she wanted to do, she wanted to be a composer, a lyricist, a famous one! I helped her pick her self-esteem up, she became this confident fine woman."

-🌷☀️🍂❄️-

"Rejected again... Is my singing voice that bad?"

Soyeon groaned as she teared up.

Shuhua went beside her on the couch and laid down on her lap.

"Who told you that?"

"Myself..."

Soyeon looked away as Shuhua cupped her cheeks.

"Your voice doesn't suck ok? How about you try another approach? Something that fits you more... Like rapping!"

Shuhua grinned as Soyeon looked at her with a soft smile.

"What would I do without you?"

"I don't know... You tell me, love~"

Shuhua cooed as she pecked Soyeon's lips before standing up.

"Let's go have dinner outside love, I know a great restaurant here!"

-🌷☀️🍂❄️-

"You two were meant to be? What the fuck? This is so adorable..."

Lia cooed as Shuhua rolled her eyes.

"Oh stop imagining yourself in a relationship like that... As if you'll ever get a girlfriend."

"Yah! So mean..."

Lia pouts before flipping other pages.

"What happened now? She got accepted and we celebrated, but after a week she turned cold, distant, she's so busy that we didn't have any time for ourselves anymore..."

-🌷☀️🍂❄️-

"Hey Love, wanna go out for lunch?"

"Sorry Shuhua I can't, I'm busy."

Soyeon said as she typed on her laptop.

"Them should I cook? What do you want?"

Shuhua asked as she hugged Soyeon who didn't budge and continued to tap her laptop.

"..."

Shuhua sighed and let go of Soyeon.

"No more movie nights on Friday, morning Saturday walks, no dates, gifts and she even forgot about of Monthsarry..."

"Soyeon? Are you home?"

Shuhua opened the door of Soyeon's house and found no one.

She saw a note on the table.

"I'm busy, be back in the morning."

Shuhua sighed and placed her things on the couch.

"Then after three months, she decided to break up with me, the first one who ever broke up with me..."

"Shuhua, we need to talk."

Soyeon coldly said.

"What is it, love?"

"... Let's break up."

Shuhua's smile faltered as her eyes quivered.

"W-What..."

"Break up."

Soyeon removed her ring and gave it to Shuhua.

"We're done."

Soyeon grabbed her bags and left.

Shuhua felt her knees weaken as she fell to the floor sobbing her eyes out.

-🌷☀️🍂❄️-

"Forever is something that she knows... Nothing about..."

Lia thought as Shuhua sighed.

"But after a year, when I was dating Minnie Unnie, a trainee came to me and introduced himself as Soyeon unnies favorite person and he knew everything that Soyeon Unnie knows about me."

Shuhua smiled.

"He explained that every time Soyeon is alone, she would look at the polaroid picture that contains me smiling, and she would write songs about me even after we broke up, she knew she was getting busy and didn't have time for me, so she called it off... I forgive her... But the pain is still here... And sometimes I ask... Why didn't she let me wait for her?"

Shuhua whispered.

Lia looked down with a frown.

The moon is beautiful tonight.

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