𝙉𝙤𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙜𝙞𝙖 𝙁𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙁𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚.. {Tommy x reader}

«•32-the dream world•»

T.W. SWEARING, MENTIONS OF SHOOTING/ GUNS?? (SATIRE THO)

A/N: AYO?? AUTHOR IS BACK, AYO?
after a month I am back and mental health is not being a bitch anymore YEYYY anygays enjoy this amazing chapter 🤭😳

ALSO HAPPY PRIDE<33

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"wait.. you're the superman kid!"
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And ironically I ended up in front of Phil's Room.

Really!?
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[Y/N POV]

Gathering all the courage I can muster I walk up to the front of his door and knock..
Okay, I knock a little too quiet thus barely making myself noticed.  Clearing my throat hoping my voice (or myself in general) won't betray me as it did about a few minutes ago I knock once again, much louder this time.

Finally, after a few minutes of anxious fiddling, Phil answers the door, "Oh y/n! it's quite late innit? why are you here?" He says in a soft tone making sure it didn't come out as rude.

"I kinda need your help.." He raises an eyebrow and lets out a small sigh, I couldn't tell if he was tired or just disappointed he wouldn't be able to go to bed early as old people do but either way I felt bad but there was no going back as I had already disrupted his plans to go to sleep.

He gestures me to come inside as I had probably been standing there for about a minute or two, closing the door behind me, I waddle in, Kristin scrolling on her phone and Phil sat on the bed patting the spot beside him.

I sit beside him, my head down as I fiddle with my fingers.

He puts his hand on my shoulder trying to get my attention which startles me but in the end, causes me to look up.

"So what were you gonna say, mate? better say it now or my sleeping schedule would have been fucked for no reason.." He says in an obviously joking tone, reassuring and leaving a comforting aura for me to open up.

"I accidentally flirted with Tommy?.." My voice rises in pitch as I reach the end of my sentence, looking straight at Phil he has a warm smile planted across his face as he stiffens out a chuckle.

"And?.." My face was rather confused, what did he mean "and?" it was a huge mistake and Tommy was probably uncomfortable with it and all he says is "and", what the fuck.

"I don't know he probably took it too seriously or I must have made him uncomfortable or I maybe affected our friendship-" Before I could rant all day long Phil taps my shoulder.

"Mate, you guys joked around like that all the time, what was the difference between now and then?"  He was right, I have done it before but that was when I didn't.. "you like him don't you?" getting cut off mid-thought my eyes widen as I automatically get defensive, crushes are gross and so is love.

"NO, WHAT I WOULD NEVER PHIL-" once again I get cut off by Phil and his wise old self, "Y/n, it was a question you don't need to freak if you don't you don't but rejecting what you feel is just gonna make it worse.." Of course, he was right, I was avoiding my feelings and it made me paranoid that he might find out about my "embarrassing crush".

A few minutes have past and the only sound heard was the fan until Kristin had spoken up, "Y/n if you really like him go for it, it's not like it's going to make a drastic change." She reassures me and although it was rather sweet of her to help with my problem I know it could, based on experience myself..

"I know but it has before and I know it will now!" I raise my voice a little getting pissed and tired of the problem at hand, as I look back I see the couple's face soften, "Y/n, listen you don't need to tell him but.. either way leaving that room right after that flirt made it seem opposite of what you were trying to project, well if I were him." Kristin wasn't right, he would never find out.

"confession makes things awkward, either way, it's the way you approach it that changes the friendship." Kristin was right? no, he didn't like me then so why would this boy like me now?

"confession or overthinking the outcome is dumb, you can't just know what the other person will say and that's a hard pill you will have to swallow, no matter what happens accepting the results and moving on is the best you can do, " Kristin counterparts my thought but how could I just accept it and move on!? This is not just a simple crush or puppy love.

I swear, it isn't.. it's different I know it is..

"Y/n why do you like Tommy?" Phil asks a dumb question anyone could answer..

well..

except for myself..

why did I like him?

"HEY Y/N! WE'RE HAVING A BAKING STREAM IN A NEARBY SHOP, WANNA JOIN?!" Tubbo says snapping me out of my spiral, nodding and following the boy as he runs out.

Tubbo had stopped me from spiraling luckily, I was stuck in my room thinking of why I liked the blonde, and I started to question..

did I actually like him?

Brushing the thought for later Tubbo pulls me on screen and fills me in on everything, Tommy was on the side still quiet.

'that's dumb, people will know something is up with him, dumb silly boy' As a thought slips into my head I can't help but feel like Tommy's presence was familiar.

" YOU'RE GOING TO BURN THE OVEN, FUCK!" I shout to Tubbo as smoke starts to come out of the poor rented oven.

That'll be great to explain to the owners, "WELL YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO SUPERVISE ME!" at that moment I wanted to get a gun, shoot them then shoot myself.

(that was a reference to smth, if you get it ily)

Slapping my forehead we get out the burned pizza and Tubbo says, "At least the olives look the same!" and that's when it hits me, Oliver

Tommy reminded me exactly of Oliver..

I was Frozen on spot, I was confused, why was this happening!? did I actually fall for a boy who didn't even exist!?? what the fuck.

"so do you actually feel like that towards me?" I am now in my room Tommy standing Infront of me, after the pizza accident I walked back to my room.

"I.. what?" I was practically sweating buckets, his face looked, confused? I don't know it was so hard to read but all I knew was at that moment I looked like I committed a huge crime.

Which I did, a crime to my own virtues, peace, and love.

Okay but genuinely, I was stuck, practically glued to the ground well actually my bed but you get the point.

I didn't know what to answer, so I ran and now I'm in Nikki's room, beside her, on the bed, about to fall asleep and as I do I'm back here.

the dream world..
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