#𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗗𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘; 𝗄𝗎𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗇

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Kun just stood there, he had been at the ball for almost the whole night, watching every girl being asked to dance and dancing with their lovers. Kun looked that the floor, almost spacing out. He felt sadness lurking, he turned, not wanting to cry at the ball. Sicheng didnt come... kun knew he never went to such things but on the off chance, he asked him to come and meet him there. 'Is Sicheng really that dumb? I mean, I spent almost every arising day being around him, giving him signals that I was in love with him. He must be an idiot for not noticing or he just didnt feel the same.'

Kun looked up again hoping to see Sicheng anywhere, sicheng didnt have to be in a tux, he could be in a garbage bag for all that Kun cares! Kun just wanted him there. So bad. But he was nowhere to be seen. Kun slowly made his way to the exit, head hanging and his tears just about running down, the heavy weight of rejection setting in

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'I tried to get his attention, I really did. Didnt he remember me? I was always by his side, I was good enough to hold him and comfort him when he cried. But I wasnt good enough to dance with him when he finally smiled. So my step brother showed up, and took him away. I guess I should've saved up for a much better looking suit. I had never seen him so desperately look for love like that  even if my love was right infront of his eyes. Can you really fall in love in just one night ? Then why couldnt he fall in love over the span of six years? Was there something wrong with me ? I didnt want his kingdom, I wanted his heart. The entire evening, he didnt glance my way even though I was the only one emancipating his appearance'

Kun's step brother, Yuta Nakamoto, was a good person- Kun knew that. But was it love ? That was the excuse Kun used for a while. Turns out, over time, it came to be. With time, they both came to love each other, it took them three whole years, Kun heard. Now Kun had no excuses. Sicheng never loved him. His love was unrequited at the best.

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Kun sat by the courtyard where sicheng and him first met. It hurt the other that he chose someone else over kun, cast him aside. Never another word was uttered between them. But Kun knew that Sicheng found love and that made him happy, even though he was loosing his first love to his own step brother. It hurts. It felt an ugly sort of good. A bitter and unrequited feeling.

" Ah so this is love. "

I really hope this made sense cuz I squeezed out my -20 braincells and vocabulary for this-