Dark cannot drive out darkness,only light can do that.Hate cannot drive out hatred only love can do that.
Traps can be broken only when you know how to escape.You can get rid of sadness only when you know the password of happiness.You can learn how to be happy,only when you know how to smile.
Love is a trap because it binds you in it's four corners.It makes you so committed for some stranger who barely meant something to you.You would see them turn into a friend,lover and back to a stranger.
You won't realise that the person you thinks,loves you,is someone planning to stab you.You won't realise that the person you trust completely is going to break it very soon.You would be blind in love and they would make your life darker and darker each day.They would put every efforts to turn your dreams into a nightmare.
Happiness gave me something that I could never dream of,and in return it took everything that I owned.It gave me strength to overcome the trauma of sadness and helped plant a hope in me but at the same time pushed me into the state of solitude and meloncholy.
I loved him,yet I never confessed.I wanted to be close to him,yet I ran away.I wanted to know how it feels like to be in love,yet I broke his' heart.
Love is so strange,it heals you with it's wounds and cure you with it's pain.
Each time something happened I was scared that he would know my reality,and eventually leave me and go.I didn't wanted to be broken again,I didn't wanted to lose my one last hope,I didn't wanted to lose my reason to live.
He asked to be my other half,he asked to grow old with me,he asked to love me and all my curves and edges,he asked to own my heart and keep it safely with him,he begged me to be his' but, I rejected.
I rejected because these days the first thing after relationship is break up and not love.People either be in relatonship for show off or for their own benefits.And i didn't wanted to lose him.I didn't wanted to left alone,again.I was ready to wait for the day when he would actually love me for who i am,I was ready to wait for the day when he would accept my reality,I was ready to wait for the clouds to fly away and bring the bright,sunny days of love and happiness,I was ready to wait for my frowns to turn into blush,tears into smile,stranger into lover.
How strange is life ? whenever you need something you never get it,when you wait for someone they never come,when you wait for that day it never arrives.But once you pretend to be ignorant everyone begs to be with you,everyone fights to stand beside you...
Words can't describe few things, only experience can do that.Mistakes can't teach you lessons, until you have done it yourself.Break ups won't hurt until you have truly loved that person.
He made me cry,he made me laugh,yet I lived thinking he is mine.I pretended everything was okay and fine and lived forever thinking he is mine.
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