SO MINDFUL

PREFACE

Have you ever done something so bad that somehow you feel the 'consequence(s)' of that thing keeps creeping in every decision, in every thought, in every move.

You wonder am I doing it right? Is this what God wants for me? What if? What not? And then as you dabble in the clouds up there there seems to be a circle of emotional unrest which begins to build up and next thing you're so worn out.....

You begin to question everything, like everything! Gosh, right? It's all up in your head and you just want to scream, and the thoughts of when will I get over this, when will it ever change, am I going to continue like this; oh my - then the tears begin to roll, who will understand, who really really does understand - You've been told to speak up but won't it look like you're bothering people? Sometimes you just don't even know how to speak up...........

Have you ever made a decision that changed the entire trajectory of your life? Have you ever made so much plans and then you don't have a desire to make plans again because of the past? Have you? Have you really?

You definitely have right?
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Just breathe......
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"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." - Philippians 4:6

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths." - Proverbs 3:5-6