Don't wake

Chapter 6

Dream

I am wearing a beautiful yellow dress. gently flows over my body, exposing the right spots and hiding the wrong ones. As I walk around the field I am in, I see something scurry on the opposite side. I run over. I see a young girl, maybe five years old in the same dress I am in. She looks just like me, but with brown hair and blue eyes, like carter. I look deeper into her, and find she has looks from both of us. She is a beautiful child. The way she looks almost makes me proud.

The dream, it was short lived. Any happy dreams I will probably have for the rest of my life will probably be short lived. Only to exist for a few moments. I wake up from what feels like should have been eternal sleep. Suddenly, the actions of last night come back to me. The area between my legs suddenly hurts so bad I almost cry again. But I don't. I hold back.

I know I don't have too long in here by myself, so I decide to make the most of it. I slide out of bed and put clothes on. Most of the clothes here are skimpy and inappropriate, but I find some that will be just fine for me to wear. They cover the areas I want least exposed, and that's all I ask.

After doing that, i grab a book. Reading has always made me tired so if I want to fall back asleep, I will just read. I pull out a random book, not even caring to look at the cover to get the title. I lay back in bed and begin to read.

I am not reading twenty minutes before the second man from yesterday comes bustling into my room to retrieve me. He has brought and outfit with him. It is red and lacy.

"You are taking photos today." He tells me. He even seems slightly reluctant. He hands me the dress like outfit and walks out. I put it on. This one is worse than yesterday. The bottom part is thong-like and fans out on the side, not hiding anything. The top was mostly see-through except at the breasts, the only part of the body I covered whatsoever.

I walk out of the room, wearing a robe around the outfit I have on. I know I will need to take it off, but I don't want more people than necessary seeing my exposed body.

I walk into the room with man number one to see him already with a girl about my age. I look at him and then at her. She has a look of terror on her face. She looks to be about my age and in the same situation as me. I can tell from here that he is in her, and it looks like it is really hurting.

'That's what I have to face today.' I think to myself. I step back out of the room to give them privacy, when I accidentally run into guy number two.

"Oh, I'm sorry." I tell him, trying to look innocent.

"its alright" he says gently, almost nice. I look up at him, and fake a smile. He smiles back and I continue on.

"Wait." He orders. I stop where I am. He walks up behind me and grabs my arm, but not hard whatsoever.

"Follow me." He says, and I do. I have a pretty good idea what would happen if I didn't. He leads us into a huge room. Bigger than the room I stay in. It is very beautiful, with large windows and a beautiful bed.

"Now, I know you are thinking about what I am going to do to you. Trust me, I am thinking how bad I want to do them to you. Yestarday, in front of Josh, that was all an act. I hate this job. But I think you can help." He tells me, looking hopeful.

I look to him for any signs of what he means, then he continues.

"We all get to choose one person from the house to take for our own and marry. I want to choose you. Right now you have no choice, honestly. If you don't come with me though, you will just continue getting hurt. We both know you don't want that." He continues. I can tell he is nervous talking to me. He is playing with his hands and trying to make eye contact but not succeeding.