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Ain't No Crying, Derivakat

What am I fighting for? Whose side am I on

The Hermits need my help. They can't fight the void alone. 

Lost everything in the crossfire

Why should I help them? They destroyed everything I ever had! 

Witness the wreckage at dawn

I still remember what happened that dawn. 

Say it enough and you start believing

I really thought I was evil. 

They can tell you that it's righteous

But what they did was not righteous, it was not justice. 

Keep your chin up in the crisis

I tried to hard to push through, keep my chin up. 

Say it enough and you start believing

They told me I was evil so many times, I believed them. 

In the glory, in the justice

They got glorified for injustice. 

They will drill it into your head

They drilled it into my head. 

Ain't no crying 'til the war's done

I can't cry now. 

Ain't no crying 'cause the fighting's just begun

I still have to be strong. 

No crying 'til the sun comes

I can't just give up in the dark. 

'Til the sun comes up, 'til the sun comes up

I have to fight. 

Ain't no crying (no crying), no crying, no

I have to do what is right. 

Ain't no crying (no crying), no crying, no

I have to stand. 

Ain't no crying (no crying), no crying

If not for myself. 

'Til the sun comes up, 'til the sun comes up

For the brother who hates me. 

In the division, make your decision

I'm going to help the Hermits. 

Every shoulder you've leaned on is the one you will turn on

I have to betray the void. 

Burn it to ashes, watch as it crashes

The entire server is ashes. . . 

Nobody left to forgive or forget

Where is everyone? 

Say it enough and you start believing

The void made me believe I was hopeless. 

They can tell you that it's righteous

It told me I deserved to suffer. 

Keep your chin up in the crisis

I pushed through that. 

Say it enough and you start believing

I believed everything people said about me for so long. 

In the glory, in the justice

I never got any glory or justice. 

They will drill it into your head

They twisted my story and drilled their version into my head. 

Ain't no crying 'til the war's done

I will not cry. 

Ain't no crying 'cause the fighting's just begun

I will fight. 

No crying 'til the sun comes

I have to fight. 

'Til the sun comes up, 'til the sun comes up

What else can I do? 

Ain't no crying (no crying), no crying, no

I can't abandon my family 

Ain't no crying (no crying), no crying, no

I can't leave him to die 

Ain't no crying (no crying), no crying

But what if they don't want my help? 

'Til the sun comes up, 'til the sun comes up

Do I really want to do this? 

What am I fighting for?

Do I really want to fight for their sakes? 

What have I done?

Maybe I should have never come here. 

What am I dying for?

I'm dying slowly for someone who hates me. 

What have we all become?

What have they become? 

Make you live through the pressure

I lived though all that trauma. 

Make you live through the pain

Endured all that pain. 

Sacrifice you for nothing

They sacrificed me for nothing. 

We're still dying in vain

I'm not dying in vain.