Part twenty one

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JENNIE POV

It's now Saturday and I woke up throwing up. As usual. When will this throw up phase pass? There was a knock on the door and I sighed. "Who is it?" I asked. "It's Haein, are you okay?" He asked.

"Yeah I'm okay, just regular morning sickness." I said. "Let me know if you need anything." He said. "Thanks." I said. I heard his footsteps go further from the door and I flushed the toilet.

I brushed my teeth and came out the bathroom. "Morning." Jisoo said when I walked in the living room. "Morning." I said. "What are you doing today?" She asked. "Me and Y/N are supposed to talk today and I might just watch some Netflix when I get back." I said.

"Oh? Talk about what?" She asked. "I want to be with her." I said.

"You made up your mind already?" Jisoo asked. "I've been thinking a lot and I miss her so much Jisoo. My life doesn't even feel the same without her, and I can be with her as long as she doesn't kill anyone else after Jungkook. Plus we have a child on the way and I don't want to do the co parent stuff, I want us to be together." I said.

She smiled, "You look a little better too, I knew
Y/N was the one who could really make you feel better." She said. "So I looked like shit?" I asked. "Definitely." She said. I laughed, "Fuck you."

"Just being honest." She said. I looked down at my stomach, "It's getting a little bigger." I said. She looked, "Yeah, you can really see it well in this T-Shirt." She said. I smiled, "I want a daughter." I said. "She'll be a mini me." I added.

"I'm going to spoil her so much." Jisoo said. "I wonder what Y/N wants." I said. "I bet she wants a daughter." She said. "I think she'll want a son." I said. She shook her head, "Nope."

"I'll ask her later." I said. I walked over to the kitchen to make me a bowl of cereal. Haein came out his room and was wearing his suit and he came to Jisoo. He kissed her on the forehead and told her he'd see her later.

Jisoo was smiling so hard. While looking at them I could see flashes of me and Y/N. "Bye Jennie!" He waved. "Bye!" I said and waved back. Jisoo came over to me with a big smile on her face and I grinned.

"You love him yet?" I asked. "I think it's still to soon to know if I do but I do know I have strong feelings for him." She said. I smiled, "After all the failed relationships you had, you look genuinely happy with him." I said.

"You didn't have to mention the failed relationships like you don't have way more failed relationships then me." She said. I stuck up my middle finger and she laughed. "Hopefully Y/N will be my last and we'll actually work out." I said.

"You guys will definitely work out." She said. "I hope." I said. Me and Jisoo talked for a little while before she had to go to work. It's twelve so I guess I'll start getting ready to go to Y/N's. I'm extremely nervous.

What if she's lost all feelings for me. They way she talked and looked at me in the hospital seemed like she did. Should I even do this still? No. I have to do this. I have to fight for her, even if she doesn't want to be together anymore. I have to get her back.

I took a shower and got dressed, wearing something that would show my bump. I did some light makeup and by the time I was done it was almost one. Oh shit.

I grabbed my purse and left out the house. I got to Y/N house and took a deep breath before getting out the car. I knocked on the door and it took less then a minute for her to open it.

"Hey." She said. "Hi." I said. She had a glass of liquor in her hand and moved to the side, letting me in. We sat on the couch and she put her glass down. "What did you want to talk about?" She asked. I looked down at my hands, "Um I-I" I stuttered.

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