My kitten Sebastian x reader

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I didn't get any sleep that night. "S-Sebastian.." I continued to cry and sobbed while I held the silky pillow against my face.

"I don't know

I don't know

I don't know anymore

Thought I had

Thought I had it under control

Hear my voice, here it goes

Hear it louder than most

Here it goes, here it goes

(1 2 3 4)

It's not worth it

It's not workin'

You wanted it to be picture perfect

It's not over,

You don't have to throw it away.

So scream if you wanna, shout if you need

Just let it go (take it out on me)

Fight if you need to, smash if it helps you

Get control (take it out on me)

So scream if you wanna, shout if you need

Just let it go (take it out on me)

Fight if you need to, smash if it helps you

Get control

You try to move, try to move

But you don't wanna lose

So afraid, so afraid

You don't want it to fade

Hear my voice, here it goes

Hear it louder than most

Let it go, let it (1 2 3 4)

1 2 3 4"

I ended the song with a pained expression. "I can't do this anymore." I grabbed my knife from my nightstand and slit it across my arm and I continued until it ws numb. I wrapped my arm in bandages and stabbed my stomach. I fell to the flor and stared at the pool of red surrounding my body.

Suddenly before I blacked out my tail and ears popped out of my body and my wounds closed. I opened the bandages and saw only scars. I lifted my shirt and as only a scar. "No... NO!" I opened my window and jumped out.

I landed on the ground on all fours "I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE!" I screamed as I ran into the forest. I screamed out, a blood curdling cream of just pure agony. I clutched my stomach and fell to the ground. I wasn't bleeding I just was crying. "Sebastian... Sebastian... SEBASTIAN!" I cried. I screamed as I plunged the knife into my chest and cut up and down my arms. "Akela?!" My wounds quickly healed and I turned around. "Sebastian..." It was him. "Please Sebastian!" He looked at me wide eyed and confused. "What have you done to your self?" He bent down. He grabbed ondof my arms and traced his fingere over my scars. "I love you to much! Just please understand!" I cried. "I-" "PLEASE!" I grabbed onto his butler jacket and sobbed my tears hit the ground and then I realized I wasn't crying regular tears. It was blood. I touched my cheeks and looked at my fingers. "H-Help.... Me." I fell into his chest and blacked out.