Nothing Like Them Thugs

Chp.55: Chaotic Bullshit

*Couple days later *
*NewyearsEve*

VERONICA POV

I've been at my moms house every since me and Derek got into a big ass argument. I don't have my job back but I have 3 new interviews. Me and Derek been co-parenting, he's not talking to me, haven't texted me, nothing , he tell Delina or tell my mom to tell me anything he said, I've really ruined it.

It's been hard trying to explain it to Delina, she asks so many questions, Derek gave her 500grand with a note saying "get Delina whatever she needs and want for your house "

It broke me down, I didn't think we would be separated for this long. I don't know what to do anymore. I lost my job obviously, I lost the man I wanted to grow old with and the life we live and house we raised our family in ... It has been some CHAOTIC BULLSHIT
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DEREK POV

Smoke from good good kush exhaled from my lungs as Autumn plays Dr.Phil trying to convince me of my relationship issues "Yall need to stop that " she shook her head looking at me. I shrugged nonchalantly hitting the blunt again "Stop what, Ian do shit" I admitted

Autumn smacked her lips "Derek yall have a child together, yall have had children together, yall have been through so -- I looked at her immediately cutting her off "Go preach that shit to her , she let a job and a bitch come between us out of all the bitches She's dealt with she gone let a bitch that caused her, her job get between us , that's fine, shows me a lot, " I leaned back on the couch hitting the blunt once more allowing the continuous high take over.

"Derek stop that man .. You know that girl is in love with you and have been down with you through everything , it's been a while so she lost how to control it" Hanna added.

I exhaled the smoke to respond "Fuck that don't yall make excuses for her , ion wanna hear that shit , yall know how I am about support , Ian had that shit from my parents at all! I only had NewYork and his side of the family, they have always supported me and raised me to be the same way and if no one can support me or understand that then ion need them" I fussed

"Derek don't say that. You need to support her even if she don't support you , she lost her job." Chelsea then added causing me to look at her.  "She can get several fucking jobs !! be quiet with that shit . I know it meant a lot to her but it's several big ass great ass law firms out here and she lashed over one ?? Oh ard..." I had to laugh at what I was hearing.

"I've supported that woman through EVERY FUCKING THING even if I didn't like it !! I had her when everybody called her stupid , dumb, ignorant , turned there back on her , dogged her out , who was there I MOTHERFUCKING WAS !! when I was in the hospital damn near dead and she went off to pursue to get the job at the law firm I supported her. Even when she wasn't there to hold my damn hand. look as long as I got Delina. I'm good . Cause if I keep thinking about how deep my support system was vs hers , I will--

I seen Autumn raised up looking at me sternly "Derek your support system was built like that because of experiences hers wasn't " She expressed. I scrunched my face at her  "How long have me and her been together ?? Evey since 11th grade till now ! I am thirty three years old, you do the math and then continue your dumb ass sentence about her being new to this, Fuck out my face" I grow annoyed " ya'll blow mines when ya'll do this shit" 

Chels pointed at me"Yall the two blowing it out of proportion --

I raised up even more looking at her dumbfound pointing back at her "No the fuck I don't , she did over that motherfucking job , I hope she get that bitch back , since that's her permanent shit and I'm temporary , fucked up ass hopefully this space give her some fucking space to rethink her mother fucking priorities--