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I loved you//richie

Warning: sexual assault
Also!!! This one's sad :(

I walked to the party my boyfriend, richie tozier, begged me to go to, I wasn't into parties, but richie was and he had practically got down on his knees and begged me to go, so here I was, freezing cold walking to Steve haringtons house to "party"

Steve was sweet, I never had that many encounters with him, but I knew he was sweet, always hanging out with the kids my age, but that was a diffrent group, I'm in the losers club, and it's 'great' I'm joking, it's amazing, besides getting bullied, my bestfriend didn't want to be in the group, her name was max, she totally left me for that other group, but we still hangout

Anyways, back to me walking to the party I wore this:

Now you can guess why I'm fucking freezing, I got to the door and it was already wide open, teens shoved me to the side to go throw upon the bush, I rolled my eyes and walked inside, looking for my boyfriend, I saw Steve and waved, he waved back then continued to talk to Nancy, cool

I shoved teenagers to the side as I looked for Richie, finally I saw him and ran up to him, hugging his waist "protect me" I whispered, he chuckled and wrapped an arm around me, "let's get a drink yeah?" He asked "Richie" I sighed " come in y/n please?" He asked, I didn't want to get drunk, but one won't hurt

I chugged down my 5th drink, my head felt dizzy, I ran upstairs to the bathroom and puked into the toilet

"Shit" I mumbled
"Hey y/n, you okay in here?" I heard a voice, I looked to the side to see Stanley there, I laughed "yeah, well no, but you know" he laughed too "hey stan?"
"Yes?"
"Where's Richie"
When I asked that he went pale, like he's seen a ghost "Stan" I warned, he didn't reply "Stanley fucking Uris where the shit is my boyfriend?" I asked "uh downstairs" he mumbled, I ran downstairs and couldn't find him, I sighed and sat on the couch "y/n?" I looked to the side to see max "oh shit max!" I laughed, she laughed back "where's mike alike?" She asked, that's what she called Richie, it is weird how alike him and mike look...

"I've been asking the same thing!" I chuckled
We we're finally back together, the power duo they called us, I felt at home with he-

"Max" a boy called, I looked and saw Lucas I sighed, he started walking over "y/n" he said sassily "Lucas" I gave back the same tone "whatever im gonna go find richie" I said standing up "oh he's in the yard making out with some girl" Lucas told me, what?
Max slapped his arm "douche" she whispered
I could care less about them now, I felt my drunkness being slipped to sober, but my head was throbbing, surely Lucas was just drunk right?

I stumbled around the party, "take this!" A boy yelled handing me a drink, I put my hand out to decline but he forced it out of the way, practically shoving it into my mouth, I choked a little and ran from him trying to find the yard

(Tw, skip this part if you need)

A boy grabbed my shirt and yanked me into a room, "no stop I'm trying to find my Boyf-" he didn't let me finish before he touched me, in places I didn't want to be touched "s-stop" I stuttered out, suddenly his lips were on mine, forcefully kissing my lips, I tried to push him off

( your good)

"Y/N HOLY SHIT GET OFF OF HER!!" I turned to see the losers, but yet, no Richie, the guy laughed and left the room, my eyes felt hot, everything was blurry "y/n are-" I interrupted Eddie by pushing them to the side and running into the yard, to see exactly what I was told "richie" I sighed out, he didn't see me "richie!" I yelled out angrily, his eyes fixated on me, and he pushed the girl away

In this moment, I almost just got raped, my head was throbbing, everything was blurry from the drugged drink and from the tears pooled in my eyes, and to top it off my boyfriend was just cheating on me, all I could do was laugh at my fucking stupidity, at everyone's stupidity, at richies stupidity.

It was a small chuckle at first but then I started laughing, "fuck you!" I yelled, and stormed back into the house, sure I was laughing, but my eyes were leaking, the tears falling onto my shirt and pants as I ran outside "fuck you" I mumbled my laughing died down when I got into the cold air that was outside, richie was calling after me, and then he caught up "shit y/n/n wait" that made me chuckle "don't fucking call me that" I said
"Y/n" he said, I kept walking, sobbing at this point, he just walked next to me as I cried, and cried "F-FUCK ITS FUCKING FREEZING" I yelled to the sky, I was done at this point, everything felt unreal

He tried giving me his jacket but I pushed him away, he's not touching me after his hands were on another girl "fuck richie" I sighed, he just stared at me, I got to the park and sat on the swing, I didn't want to go home "talk" I said not looking at him, he scrambled to the swing and started talking fast "FUCKING SLOW DOWN" I yelled "u-uh sorry, I'm so fucking sorry y/n I don't know what I was doing, she kissed me and I was so fucking drunk a-and I-I thought she was you-" I laughed cutting him off "your fucking crazy Richie, SHE LOOKED NOTHING FUCKING LIKE ME HOW CAN YOU BE SO INCREDIBLY FUCKING DRUNK YOU CANT SEE WHOS YOUR GIRLFRIEND!!! I DONT HAVE THE FEATURES SHE DOES, SHES FUCKING BEAUTIFUL I DONT JUDGE" I calmed down

"I hate you" I said, tears came down my face, now his face was covered in tears "y/n-" "no Richie! I fucking hate you!" I got up fro maybe swing and he got up to, I faced him "I f-fucking hate you" I pointed to his chest "your my fucking b-bestfriend and I loved you" I started to punch his chest and he just stood there "I fucking loved you" I sobbed, he pulled me in, hugging me tightly, I fought it but his grip as tight and I gave up, hugging him back "f-fuck you" I whispered, my tears on his shirt, I heard him sob "Richie" I said pulling away "y-yeah" he asked, I kissed him, with passion, and love, then pulled away "I can't do this anymore, I love you, good bye" I said, walking away, he stood there

This really was the end...

SHIT THIS ONE MADE ME CRY