The One That Got Away

Mental Hospital Day 1

* This next part is going to be somewhat different i am going to be explaining to you my mental hospital trip and what it is like i hope you enjoy! *

I was going to the doctors just for my weekly check up, nothing new. We started talking and there my doctor says, I think you need to take a trip. A trip where you ask? A mental hospital. I was extremely nervous but I agreed to go. I had to get fixed one day or another. I went home, packed all my shit, get in the car and drive there. I was nervous the whole ride there. I got there and I instantly broke down in tears. Seeing all the cuts on the peoples arms. Seeing my room with only a bed and a chair. It sucked it really did. They took my phone away that night I never got to say goodbye to him. I went to my room the rest of the night, crying basically all night, getting woken up all night. I hated it already. I just wanted to go home. It was morning time, they served up a nice breakfast, but of course I ate breakfast alone because i woke up 2 hours after we're suppose to wake up. #rebelsquad, but anyways I went out where we ate and saw all the people sitting in their rooms having a good time, they seemed happy, but there body didnt show it. I went to my room and just always would sit there and stare, just stare at the blank blue wall. When it was time for my first group therapy session I was extremely nervous. People called me pretty, but of course I didnt believe them at all. All I wanted was too go home.