★Broken boy★ ✖️

Chapter 2 (OLD)

⚠️HOMOPHOBIC SLUR AND SELF HARMING IS MENTIONED IN THIS CHAPTER - DO NOT REPORT PLEASE! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED⚠️

Third pov :

Light and luca had always hung out together. Luca hung out with light as he knew light was trying to distance himself with others but didn't want to loose a friendship with light. Luca had managed to make their freind ship stronger to the point where there comphortable talking about crushes (seems girly but isn't) and other things like their faveriout food or their faveriout movie. Although he was convinced that light had been hurting himself because nearly everyday light wore diffrent clothes but always a long sleeve jumper Or hoodie and never really shown his arms. Light had always said that he felt cold even if the heating was on. Which he was right about Everytime luca checked to see if lights body heat was warm or not he'd always feel cold so luca kept light warm by keeping him in his room sometimes and just let light snuggle into his side. Light already knew how luca had a crush on Charlie but luca told him that if light didn't feel comfortable to be around luca if he was with Charlie that he should tell him if they were hanging out at some point. Which light did sometimes. Luca had also had to kind of remind light on what Charlie said to him as he simply forgot. Luca had told him that Charlie had called light a 'F@g' as well as 'Bitch' 'Stupid' 'Whor-' and other hateful things as well as her saying that she wanted him dead.

Which ended up hurting light more than he wanted it to. Luca had seen that light was clearly upset and so he pulled light in for a hug letting light cry onto his shoulder which damped his shirt but didn't mind. Light and luca were practically best friends now and levi was proud that luca and light had managed to become best friends after having a bit of a rocky start. Light had often called luca 'Polar bear' as he reminded light of an actual polar bear (As his hair was white and luca wore white clothes)
They'd often hang out with each other in the same rooms. Although lights sometimes forgot to clean his luca is always there to help light out! Luca never really thought about his feelings for light as the only feelings he has ever felt for light was friendship. Light was agender as it felt right for him since he felt like he didn't belong in any of the categories. Light often uses he/they for pronouns as he felt most comfortable with using those pronouns. The squad happily accepted him for figuring out who he was. Charlie on the other hand had only accepted him for this because of luca. Light had always wanted to distance himself from the other squad members but they didn't want to loose the connections every now and then light would just walk up to them and give them hugs. Levi would get hug every morning as he didn't wear black and only wore a loose white shirt and and shorts, and Charlie? She didn't get any hugs, light no longer feels safe around her. She reminded him of his Ex. Yes he used to date someone, the squad never knew he used to date someone and only Alex did, but things had started to escalate quickly and she had found him in the park behind a tree just crying, she went looking for him because he hadn't come him the other night and she was starting to worry, but eventually after light had calmed down, he ended up explaining what happened, which Alex didn't take that lightly to heart and ended up going over to lights Ex's house. . . She brought a bat with her. She most likely beat the crap out of the him and made him break up with light. Since then light had not wanted to date anyone since.

Luca had wanted to see if light cuts himself or not and ended up getting light to show his arms to him which he did but explained that Miss misa had clawed at him from time to time, which luca believed. But light had started to realise that he should stop cutting his arms and probably cut somewhere where people won't be Looking like thighs or stomach but then again If he'd stopped cutting his arms Luca would grow suspicious on why the 'scratches from miss misa' had suddenly stopped so light had decided to cut both his arms and thighs.

No would suspect a thing right? Miss misa would take the blame for the cuts on lights arm. And light could cut his thighs peacefully. No harm other than that done right? Blaming a cat isn't the best option but he couldn't just blame their corgi! Cats have tiny sharp claws that will claw you! There like little demons! And that's why light love cats, cause they cause mischief like him - He broke the window once with a foot ball and blamed Levi -
Levi had reminded light of a vampire.

As levi is mostly introverted and doesn't like to go out in the sun. Although light avoids levi during the day, he doesn't loose contact with him and what I mean is, he still Messeges levi over the phone and he does slip notes through the bottom crack of levis door at night since he's awake saying "You're a very pretty boy =)" which was tue it just often put a smile on his face, what surprise levi more is that the writing that is written glows in the dark which levi appreciates very much. Levi had often get notes that are like these so often to the point instead of keeping them in a pile he has a random book that he sticks them onto. He was given this book to write in but ended up using it as a scrap book and used tape to stick the notes inside it. He'd sometimes send light notes as well and light stuck them to his wall above his desktop.

Sure light had kept things in places that are unsuall, like having an old random movie dvd kept in a box on his shelf. Sure it was strange, but he kept things that people used to have way back in the day, like those boom box, but Of course light had kept radios, old dvd players, music tapes, etc.

"Liiiiiiight, we've been calling you to come downstairs for the past 14 minuites" Luca said, he was at lights door just peeking through only to see light just sleeping. Luca gave a sigh before walking over to light and pulling the blanket a little bit more. Luca had noticed that locks of lights hair was stuck to his for head and pushed it out of the way. Luca was about to leave when he felt lights hand grab his wrist, he turned around and saw light propped up on one of his elbows, looking at him with sleepy eyes.

"luceeeeee please stay" light spoke yawning afterwards, he was tired but didn't want luca to leave. Luca was looking at light, and was questioning himself whether to leave home or not.

"Light. . . You know that I can't stay, the others will question why I didn't come down" Luca said sighing afterwards, he wanted to stay but he didn't want to get questioned by the squad.

"Pleeeeeease stay, I don't want to get nightmares again. . . .you make me feel safe..." said light lowering his voice, he didn't want to really admit that he felt safe with luca but, its the only reason he wants luca to stay, he felt safe.

Luca gave a sigh before responding to light " You really want me to stay this badly huh ? Fine, I'll just Messege the squad that I'll be hanging out with you for now. How does that sound " luca smiled after he saw lights face lit up, light gave a quick nod and smile dragging luca into the bed with him, and snuggling into his side.
Luca had Messege the squad and said that he wouldn't be able to make a recording with them.
Luca had hugged light back and soon they both fell asleep, snuggled into one another, light felt safe, he enjoyed lucas company, and luca enjoyed lights company.

They both enjoyed each others company.
They both didn't want to loose each other although one of them is loosing their self slowly, without the other knowing . . . .

To be continued. . .
17/06/2022

VERY SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE !!!! ( although it's one day late ) ALSO VERY SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER !!!
Chapter 3 will be comming after next week, so let's just hope it's get ready to be posted on a Tuesday if not a thursday or Friday, or the weekend !!!
:D enjoy the rest of your day/afternoon/evening/morning/night !!!!
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