I still remember when I used to be a kid, not worrying about anything at all.
I remember when there were no problems at all; or minor inconveniences.
I remember everything like it happened yesterday: I remember when I was a child, running through the halls to reach the throne hall, passing by each painting, without thinking I would never see them again. Never thought I would never see my friends and family again.
-Father! Guess what I did?
I remember calling him before entering the hall, just to see him read through his documents carelessly, as always, like he was waiting for time to pass. He always smiled when he looked down at me from his throne, he smiled whenever he saw any of us.
He always wore a black dress with golden embroidery along the edges when we were at home, the design never let it look dirty, because if he came to play with us it'd be covered in dirt so quickly and it wasn't so appealing.
-M?
I loved how he always waited for me to talk to him, even if he already knew what I did. It made me feel loved, even if at the moment it wasn't something I was completely aware of.
-Remember when you teached Sammy how to make his own realm?
-I do.
-I did one myself too! Sammy helped me!
I yelled excitedly, I was so happy with myself for doing it... It was a big step for a young god, like I was. I'm pretty sure I was about 6. If I stay a while to think about it I might even remember the day. I can only recall the weather that day: a windy sunny day, around spring, surely early spring.
After I told him this, I took his hand and went outside to reopen my realm and show it to him. He said he liked it, but I know it wasn't anything close to his taste to actually like it, it was a little lie he always told to keep us motivated, I realized it pretty late as well, actually.
My first realm layout was a messy forest, with a small stone castle, I couldn't think of it as much back then.
Anyway, I enjoyed my time with them... But I feel bad for being an annoying child. Right after I showed my father what I did, I started arguing with Lucifer over who gets to pet and hold Puffy, my cat, but father took Puffy away as a punishment for arguing over him.
I cried because none got to pet him, but Lucifer wasn't mad at all, he looked rather sad to see me being sorry. He was an awesome brother yet I kept teasing him about everything, especially about his huge crush on Lilith. It happened the same day. I straight up went to Lilith to tell them this, and Lucifer barely kept up with me, I already told Lilith before he could stop me. Lucifer was so embarrassed, but I think pushing this helped them get together quicker, it was awkward to see Lucifer act clingy around Lilith all the time before.
Lilith had many forms, but I can still remember their true form, the body they always used around family: a very but very tall boy, he was way taller than Lucifer too; and at some point taller than his father. They had purple hair, their eyes were dark blue with purple tints, always wearing a simple robe, with simple colors, only when we got older did they start wearing different patterns and jewelry, just to match with Lucifer I believe.
Lucifer is taller than me, but be sure he's shorter than Lilith, everyone is. He has light blue eyes, long blonde hair... He would always dress up with the same clothes Lilith complimented once, a white layered robe with light brown stripes. I always thought it's silly to wear something so often just because someone complimented you once. Oh Father how silly I was, only years later I realized how this makes me feel.
