• FILTER • Jikook

29. Anger and frustration

~ JUNGKOOK POV ~

Jimin was changed out of the outfit and he folded it nicely. "Ah, kook ah I had a question I forgot to ask you." Jimin said after he folded the pants neatly. "What is it?" I asked moving my focus to Jimin after writing down information about the outfit on my computer. "How would someone enter the house and mix up the pills? Do you think it would be someone who we knew?" Jimin asked sitting in a chair in front of me, resting his head in his palms that cupped his own face. "By the front door, they must've had a pick lock. And, I don't know.. I know for sure it can't be taehyung. Namjoon either. And I'm sure it hasn't been Jin. And if it's someone it may have been someone who doesn't like your semblance." I said.

"Who would th-" Jimin suddenly stopped, he didn't break his trance until he stood from his chair mumbling "I'm going to fucking kill her." Which didn't go unheard by me I jumped out of my chair, before Jimin stormed out of the room I grabbed his arm. "Jimin please, calm down. I know your-" Jimin was furious about sun ming he felt indignation from her behavior. "Don't tell me to fucking calm down Jungkook!" He yelled out of frustration and anger and he has every right to be, but I didn't want him getting fired because of physical violence on workers. "I had a show Jungkook! A show! For you! She fucking ruined it! She's a slut!" Jimin tried to break free but he couldn't, I was holding firmly to his arm. Tears streamed down his eyes and pain filled his pupils, it was an relationship between anger and frustration and it began to get intense. "Jimin I know yes, please don't make a scene. I know your angry I understand." Trying my best to keep him calm he wouldn't budge still trying to break the hold. "No Jungkook! I'm tired of this! Tired of being hated for, let down on, I'm sick of it! I don't know what I did to deserve this, I really don't! But I'm tired of it! No one's ever supported me during my hard times!" I listened to Jimin closely and carefully, seeing his tears that continued to flow and his arm tense.

"I've let this slide because I felt weak! I felt useless!" Jimin's anger led to himself being sad, things changed up real quick and jimin's arm became less tense and more tears ran down his face now, his eyebrows furrowed now anger being less intense. "I.. I f-felt.. helpless.." Jimin stepped back from the door walking closer to me. Jimin huffed and started to cry, I immediately hugged him, the smaller was shaking, huffing, and whining. I couldn't and I wasn't going to let him stay here. "We are going to talk at home." I said in an assuring tone and picked the blonde haired up by the front, securing his thighs under my hands.

We made it outside, and the smaller was still crying, of course people looked, some looked concerned and some felt bad by the cries of the blonde. I opened the passenger seat door and sat Jimin down buckling his seat belt and walked to the drivers side closing the door and buckling my seat belt "j-Jin's.." jimin stuttered badly. "Shh, I'll tell him to bring your car to the house." I opened my phone and called Namjoon.

"Namjoon speaking."

"Yes, hello Namjoon. I'm taking Jimin home and I will return tomorrow. He isn't feeling well and needs a day off. Tell Jin to bring jimin's car to his house."

"O-okay, how will Jin take the car if he doesn't have the key?" I bit my lip trying to think of something I muted the phone and spoke. "Aish, baby I need your keys real quick." I looked at jimin with agony, the boy was in bad shape. "I'm sorry I will be back." I patted his pocket and grabs the keys before kissing his cheek. Now I had to make a run for it.

I hopped out of the car and closed the door now running back to the building. The wind blew against my hair and skin roughly, I needed to hurry because Jimin is in the car alone. I made it to the building and people looked at me running to Namjoons office. I slammed the door open which startled them. Loud pants were heard, Jin and taehyung looked worried. "Jun-" Tae tried to speak

"No time to explain, I have to go. Here, forgive me." I tossed the keys in Jin's hands who caught it unexpectedly. While taehyung looked at me concerned and a bit scared but I didn't have time.
I ran back to the car with the wind that battled with me and opened the door to the drivers side now closing it panting from exhaustion. I put on my seat belt and started the car pushing on the peddle in a hurry.

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I lifted Jimin and he gave me his keys to the house and I opened the door, shutting it and locking it taking him to his room. I helped him take off his heels so he'd be comfortable. I then took off my jacket suit now to only show me in a blouse and a tie,  I rolled my my sleeves and walked up to Jimin who was sitting on the bed. I sat on one kneel and wiped jimin's nonstop tears. "Jimin please, I know.. I understand. I believe you. Calm down for me." I tried to be calm with him, but it didn't look like it was going to stop anytime soon. I grabbed a role of toilet paper for him because a few wasn't going to be enough. "What you said.. that was until Jin and Yoongi came along. I know your hurting Jimin and I'm here for you.. Yes your life was fucked up, but the good thing is that it's get better. She was just jealous because she wants me back I know. I promise you I will talk to her," I caressed his back starring into his glossy eyes, red nose and cheeks, tears still streaming down his cute face.

"I.. I'm sorry for.. y-yelling at y-you." Jimin stuttered and huffed, trying to get the words out. "Shh, don't be sorry Jimin.. it isn't your fault, you were angry and you have that right to be. After everything's that happen, you really do." I hugged Jimin and he embraced it now crying more after hearing what I had to say.

We hugged for some time, letting his tears soak into my blouse. It didn't bother me he needed it, he needed a bigger tissue so I'm here. I genuinely feel sorry for Jimin, no one should have to go through that, even after all of the bad stuff they've done, I'm sure they'll learn from their mistakes and become more mature. And if not they're just going to have to accept the consequences. And it's better then having no rules in life, or the world would be chaos. I've did stupid things to and learn from my mistakes everyone has, because everyone isn't perfect. No one is. I just really hope they learn their lesson and become a better person.

Jimin wasn't crying that much anymore but tears were still shedding, his palpitating heart decreased and started to beat regularly, his shakes were gone and he maintained his breathing that made him struggle to talk. Jimin was digging his face in my shoulder making me smile, I continued to rub his back in a slower pace. I breathed before asking the smaller a question, "are you feeling better?" I asked in a calm tone caressing his hair slowly. Jimin kept his hold around my body and nodded just a little not wanting to talk. "You can hold onto me until your ready to let go." As expected he did for thirty minutes, he let go sniffing and wiping his eyes, cheeks that had dry tears looked like white lines, his nose wasn't as red and his eyes weren't as puffy anymore. "I'll wait for you to wash your face, okay?" I kissed his forehead after moving some strands of hair and he nodded.

A few mintues later he came back with a face fully washed, no more dry tears and he looked calmer. He walked up to me hugged me again. I smiled at the blonde haired who was clinging on me, he hadn't had enough hug for the day just yet. "I love you." I whispered to the blonde haired wrapping one arm around his waist and placed my palm on the back of his head caressing his hair.

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