I loved him.
And then my heart turned to stone,
so I learnt to hate him.
I hated him because without him,
I felt incomplete.
I hated him for being so damn perfect.
I hated his smile and how just a glimpse of those beautiful eyes made everything in my world shine a little brighter.
I hated everything about him.
And I hated the fact that I loved him,
But could never have him.
And despite it all,
Despite all the hatred and the anger,
I still love him.
My heart beats for him,
My soul yearns for him.
And I miss him,
I miss him so fucking much.
But I can't have him.
And that's okay.
It hurts but,
I'll be okay,
I'll be okay,
I promise you.
