Sugar Sweet || Jinimin

Chapter Seven

When Jin woke up he let out a groan, his back aching as he laid on the bed.

He sat up and stretched a little, the big headache still in his head. He groaned and got out of bed, ignoring all the bottles on the floor.

He walked to the bathroom and took a painkiller before walking to the kitchen and opened the fridge, showing different kinds of bottles. He looked at one before taking it. He opened up while humming to himself, a little song escaping his lips.

It was a song Jimin and him used to sing at the bar, the song always came up on the speakers and they would happily sing it.

Pouring the wine in the glass his hands were shaking, making him spill a little. But he only ignored it and when the glass was filled he took a sip, a groan escaping his lips.

His eyes fell on Kyun who was lying on the couch. Jin smiled to himself and sat beside Kyun and put on the Tv.

It has been a week since Jimin left him, Jin tried to follow him that night but because he was drunk he fell down the stairs and had to be sent to the hospital. When he came back home he realised that Jimin finally left him.

So he did as he usually does, opening a bottle and pouring some to himself.

He didn't leave the apartment that week, the only time he went out was to buy more drinks.

Sometimes Jin thought about Jimin, it was often at night when he watched movies. He always watched Jimin's favourite one, Breakfast Club. He didn't like the movie but always watched it.

He turned his phone off so he never heard a call from anyone. He wanted to be alone.

He laid on the couch while breathing heavily, his heart beating fast. He looked at the screen with small tears in his eyes.

It was past one am and Kyun was still sleeping beside Jin, pouring quietly. But Jin only looked at the screen with tears in his eyes.

He imagined Jimin beside him, laughing as he watched the movie. His cute little smile on his face.

The next day Jin was not surprised when he saw hair in the sink. He looked at himself in the mirror with small tears in his eyes.

Even if Jimin came back he wouldn't stay. Jin was ugly and old, who would even like someone like Jin? He had wrinkles and his hair was starting to get grey, even some bald spots was on his head.

Jin looked at himself in the mirror as he slowly realised.

Jimin was probably better off without him. He could probably find someone else, younger and more handsome, not some alcoholic old man. Jin's eyes went on the lamp.

Since Jimin left everything just felt dark, everything looked so sad in his eyes. Jin clenched his hand and tears ran down his face.

Jimin was like the sunshine in his world, brightening it up and making him happy.

Jimin bit his lips as he looked at the cashier in front of him, watching as she typed on her computer.

"That will be 2000 won, sir." said the woman. Jimin smiled and nodded before looking into his purse trying his best to find the money. He sighed and happiness as he got the money and gave it to the lady. The lady nodded and took the money. "Your room is 202.", said the woman, giving Jimin the keys. Jimin thanked her before leaving the reception room. He walked up the stairs to find his room. Finally at the door he locked it up and saw a pretty empty room. It was just a bed in the room and a TV, a little kitchen on the wall and a bathroom. Everything felt so...brown.

But he only shook his shoulders and got himself ready.

He was careful while putting on his makeup and put on his clothes, a black leather skirt with a black top. He looked at himself in the mirror and took a deep breath.