The Way You Loved Me

payback

Hey guys! Please Read my last chapter(: thank youuu and hope you enjoy this chapter! Its going to be really intense-ish haha
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Allie's party is starting in a couple hours so I start getting ready. It was a pretty fancy party so I put on a black dress with pretty lace detailing on the top, I straighten my hair, do my makeup, put on the necklace Ethan gave me and then I threw on a pair of black heels.

When I'm ready, I head over to Ethan's and we both head over to Allie's house.

"You look amazing," Ethan tells me with a huge smile on his face.

"Thanks, so do you," I say while blushing and he kisses me. I love him so much.

We walk into her house and we have a good time. Me and Ethan danced some and I also talked to some new friends I made for a while.

There were tons of people so I just blended in until I saw the last person I wanted to see walk right into the house. Emma.

Right then I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. It was Allie and she pulled me into the bathroom.

"Oh my god I didn't even invite her I'm sorry sarah," Allie began.

"Its fine, I trust you. You don't have to kick her out I just won't talk to her, its not a big deal." I say. It really wasn't, I was sure Ethan wouldn't do anything with her. Or at least I thought...

When I was about to leave, I went looking for Ethan. Everyone was looking at me all weird and worried. Umm what the heck? I went upstairs and continued searching for him. I checked inside of Allie's room and my heart stopped.

Emma and Ethan on the bed, making out. They were kissing and all over eachother. Tears and anger start to flood my face and Ethan looks up at me.

"Sarah...wait!" He yells, but its too late because I'm already running out the door.

He runs to me and grabs my shoulder before I walk out the door. I shove his hand off of me and I feel my face burning red and tears streaming across my face.

"Get away from me! Don't ever talk to me again!" I demand. This is all way to much.

I see Allie and Grayson give me worried looks, but I don't want to talk to anyone now. I rip off the necklace i was wearing that Ethan gave me and threw it on the ground. I run back home and when I get inside I hear the doorbell ring. I know its him.

I open by bedroom window and yell, " I said leave! Go! Dont ever speak to me again!" Then I aggressively shut the window. I walk into my bathroom and look at the razor just sitting there. I haven't cut in 2 months. But I can't handle anything anymore.

I grab the razor and cut.

Cuts filled my arm. I cut until I couldn't take it anymore. Why does this happen to me? After that, I just crawl into bed and cry myself to sleep. All I could think was, why?

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*Ethan's POV*

I was going to Allie's party with Sarah today so I decided to spend a little time making myself look nice. Right when I was done, Sarah was at my front door.

She looked flawless. It was breathtaking.

"You look amazing," I tell her and she giggles and says it back.

We got to Allie's house and walked in, holding each others hands. We hung out for a bit then we both parted ways to just talk with our other friends.

I was talking to Ryan and he pointed out Emma walking into the house. She is the last person I want to see. Why did she get invited? She probably didn't even get invited, I bet she just let herself in. There were tons of people here anyways so no one would really notice.

Near the end of the party, Emma grabbed me and took me upstairs.

"What do you want?" I ask her. This isn't going to be good.

"Why are you dating Sarah? You belong with me. And if you say otherwise, some things will happen to your little, slutty, girlfriend." She says.

"No. I'm Sarah's and Sarah is mine. You aren't going to do anything with her. I'm never going to be with you. Ever." I say. What was she going to do anyways?

"Ok. If you say so!" She says as she is about to walk out the door towards the area Sarah was in.

I stop her in her tracks. What was she going to do? I would never want her to hurt Sarah or anything. I decide to give in, just to protect Sarah.

"Fine. What do you want me to do? But I'm still with Sarah. Nothing will happen between us." I say.

She smiles and evil smile. "Good. And trust me, I will eventually make you mine." She said. I rolled my eyes. What is with this girl?

She grabs me and kisses me. It feels familiar, because she has done it before. But its not a good feeling. I try to pull away but she just pulls me closer. She pins me down onto the bed and I try to get her off of me. This is it. I'm done, I will give up and she can do what she wants to Sarah, but I will protect Sarah so nothing could happen. But just then, Sarah walks in with tears covering her face.

Oh no. There is no way getting out of this.

"Sarah...wait!" I say as I run after her, and I also hear Emma laughing from behind me.

"Get away from me! Don't ever talk to me again!" She yells at me then I see her yank off the necklace I gave her and throw it on the ground.

She runs out the door and i pick up the necklace. By now, I don't know what to do anymore.

Why did I agree to that deal with Emma? I could have let her do whatever she was going to, but protect sarah from her. I get dirty looks from a lot of people, and I see Grayson shaking his head at me.

I run. I just run after her, but it's too late. She is in her house and the door is locked. I ring the doorbell and there is no answer. Sarah opens her bedroom window and looks down at me.

"I said leave! Go! Don't ever speak to me again!" She shouts then shuts the window before I could say anything.

Maybe I shouldn't talk to her again. All I would do is hurt her. She would be better off without me.

I screwed up and I regret everything I did.
I walked home and did the least-manliest thing ever. I cried.

I cried because I just let go of the love of my life. I let go of the most beautiful girl in the world. I was so stupid. I am so stupid.

I never cry, but I just made one of the worst mistakes in my entire life, and I know it can't be reversed.