My Mothers Lover

Winter

AN: Hey guys! So I'm really excited for this book because I have so many plans for it. Bare with me on this first chapter because it is very short. (The next one makes up for it). Just some food for thought: the main character Nadia is a semi depressed teenage girl (18) who is frustrated due to her lack of social skills, she also experiences sexual frustration and can be a bit annoying at times. Read the tags and warnings before continuing PLEASE.
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My favorite season was winter. I truly loved the cold breeze on my skin. I loved the icy air. But my favorite part of winter was the fact that I was able to stay inside the comfort of my own home without question. "Nadia why don't you go out?" "Nadia go meet a guy" That was all I ever heard from my mother. It bothered me when she said those things, because she was forcing me of my comfort zone. She was all I had, I couldn't tell her to shut it whenever she spoke to me about my desire to be alone. I was genuinely ok with being alone, I loved being alone. I was able to do what I wanted without the judgement of others.

All my life it has been me and my mother, I never knew of my father. My mother tells me he left before she found out she was pregnant. Being fatherless was a curse to me. I never knew what it was like to be loved by a man because no man had ever actually loved me. It had caused me to not believe in love, it seemed to childish to me.

What is love? I often ask.

My mother on the other hand had lots of love in her life she was the 2nd oldest girl of 6 siblings. I was always jealous of the way her and her siblings got along because I never had that. Her family was interesting.. Being black and mexican had put me in an awkward place with them. Most of her family were racist and simply hated all of my black features. My skin, my hair and most of all.. my body shape. I was a thick girl, my hips are wide and my trunk definitely has some junk. My body was what you'd call.. medium sized? I wasn't too big nor was I slim. I just always felt medium. That's the best way to put it.

"Nadia!" Mother quickly yelled to take me out of my intrusive thoughts. I get out my bed and walk downstairs to meet her with a grin. "Mija!!" She floods me with kisses. "Basta! mama" I say annoyed with the obnoxious affection.

"What's with the happy mood?" I question my mom, she's never this giddy about anything.

"I met a guy mija, and he's so sweet and kind and handsome and-

"What! mama a guy???" I teasingly say.

"Yea, we met a few weeks ago and I really want you to meet him because he really wants to meet you"

How does he know about me but I don't know a thing about him??

"Ok, when?" I decided not to question why she never mentioned him to avoid an argument.

"Tonight.. he's coming over." she sheepishly says.

"Woah mama.. tonight??" What was she thinking inviting a random guy in our house like this?

"Yes mija tonight. He's bringing food, and dios mío!Look at the time I have to go buy some wine. Please be ready by 6." She kisses me on the cheek, grabs her keys and leaves.

I observe our studio and begin to tidy up.. it looks like a pig sty in here.

AN: Hey loves!!! this is a super short chapter just because this next one is gonna be a lotttt longer. Please give this next chapter a chance:)))) Thank you for reading! Vote, share and follow. Love you all sm.