The bad boy and me

Chapter 6

Picture:Jia (Danielle Campbell)
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When I woke up I had a gauze on my arms. I dont remember anything from after I fainted there was a figure sleeping on the chair at my desk I tried to quietly get up from the bed when the figure said "Stay in bed you might still be dizzy since you haven't eaten. "~ I recognized that voice any where it was Luke I was surprised that he stayed I would've thought he left after that incident. I layed back down and starred out the window how could I be so stupid and think no one was going to find out and the people to find out were my brother who thinks I stopped and The Badboy Luke Ezpinosa how can everything go wrong in just 2 days of moving. I felt the bed dip on my right and an arm reach out and touch mine I pulled away not wanting anyone to talk to or see I just want to be alone. I kept looking out the window hopping that he'll disappear but he doesn't he stays exactly where he sat , I look over and see that it wasn't Luke but Thomas he looks so sad and disappointed maybe even disgusted and its all because if a stupid mistake I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!!! right now but it already happened and there's nothing I can do about it. I looked down and started to silently cry how could I do this to my brother he doesn't deserve this or anything I do I'm the worst sister ever. To save me he went mute because of our father and now im lying here in bed with gauzes on my arm after doing something I promised Thomas I wouldn't do for a very long time but here I am. Its all my fault things like this happen to him why couldn't things just go wrong for me. Sometimes I feel as if maybe he'd be better off without me "Are you ok?" ~ Thomas signed , I shook my head and leaned on his shoulder he leaned his head on top of mine he grabbed the whit board I kept in my drawer just in case he didn't feel like signing what he wanted to say. He wrote "I know you may feel as if everything bad that happens to you ends up being worse for me but you've been through more hell then I have I know what dad does to you I can here you crying at night asking why he has to do it to you and not anyone else I ask myself that too I hate hearing you cry it breaks my heart that I can't do anything to save you. I want to take the pain away from you if I could but it's almost impossible I'm sorry for bit being there for you more." , I looked up at him and started to cry just at the sight of his broken expression I shook my head and said "Thomas you've been there for me more then anyone has you're my rock you're the only thing that helps me when I need someone your always there even I'd it's something simple and stupid you're my hero you've survived the most horrible things possibly done to a child and I know it's hard but we've managed to get through it together and we always will." , he wiped tears I didn't know had fallen until then.