𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙋𝙖𝙡𝙢 𝙊𝙛 𝙂𝙤𝙡𝙙 | 𝘿𝙏𝙆𝙌

Three =]

I swear to my momma,i have to update this every day or hour,HEHE

#TW:Blood & panic attack's
Dream came running up the stairs picked me up and ran upstairs,i saw everyone else running after him,i just wheezed at what i was looking at.

We went to his room and he slammed the door shut and he locked it and giggled with me,they slammed against the door,over and over again,Tommy was talking on the otherside of the door.

I have never felt so much tension being in his room,i looked around because i haven't been in his room,but i was nice,a nice PC,gaming chair,LED lights and many other things.

"You like it?"dream seamed happy for me to finally see his room"Oh,wait i almost forgot of this"he ran to his closet,he was taking something out,i waited and walked around the room.

+++10 minutes skip+++

While he was taking that out of his closet,my phone buzzed and i looked at it to see a text from george,"i'm still here,you know-" i just giggled to myself"i miss you :("i texted him and giggled,because i heard him tap the door.

"Here"i turned around to see a box in Clay's arms"what's this?"it was surreal to me"open it and see"he handed it to me,i opened it and it was a plushie that said "i love you".

"What is this"i asked myself looking at the plush toy and hoodie,he gave me"it's my old merch that i was going to put out,but never did"i didn't say anything,i jumped on him wrapping my legs around his waist "i love you too,as a friend".

He hugged me tight,and spinned with me,he finally unlocked the door and stepped out,george ran out of his room and threw himself at me,he picked me up and did a tiny twirl with me in his arms.

He put me down"what happened in there"he looked happy to see me,well 10 minutes did pass"nothing much but he have me this gift,i put on the hoddie and looked at it i was a extra large and i was a small so it fit me like a dress.

It was really big,well maybe because it was dream and he was way more taller than anyone of us maybe not karl but the rest of us,Clay would get told if he was a single dad by many single mom's.

I was not suprized because our height compresion but im 20 not 18 and no offence to tommy,but i guess it was okay.

"what size are you?"george asked me but i was zoned out and didn't hear him"HELLO!"he shook my body"What,yes"i was really close to george,so i blushed to him being in my face when i ran downstairs.

I walked into the living room were everyone else was,"hello"they just looked at me then they looked down"what wrong?"i was conserned and nervous"so,Sam bad news or good news.."BAD NEWS!,was i getting kicked out,i new it i was a waste of time for them.

"bad news-"i was about to brake down and cry "So,sam your mom is coming to take you to visit your dad.."at that moment i didn't know what to do,so i broke down into tears.

"No,no,not her please anything but her!"i scream at them,dream got on his knees and hugged me tight"it's okay sam,i got you,shh~"dream was trying his best but it didn't work.

"Hey,hey it's okay"i cried while their voices faded little by little,i snapped out of it,i pushed Clay then i got up and ran to my room,i locked the door behide me.

My mom was the worst,she was always on drugs and passed out on the floor,just like seth and her stupid boyfriend used to hit me and abuse me,none the less,i didn't like her,she cursed me.

I was having a panic attack on the floor while their bangs got louder and louder,everything was blury while i was trying to stand up and walk to the restroom.

My eyes were filled with tears and my hair was stuck on my face,i tried to walk to my phone but the wall's were closing in on me and i was having trouble breathing,i finally picked up my phone and called Raven.

"Answer please rae please"i sat on the foot of my bed,they were slamming something against the door,louder and louder each pound"Hey,what's up"raven finally answered and was having so trouble talking with her.

"Mom is coming"i mumbled my word's,"What-"i heard raven's voice start to cracking "i'm coming'i heard that her voice was shaking when she talked"hurry!"i was wishing that this just never happened.

I heard a car pull up onto the driveway,she came running "Sam,open the door please"i did what she told me,as soon as i saw her i jumped in her arms and hugged her tight.

"Shh~ it's okay"i just keep crying and crying,i was never going to get out of this nightmare,she sat on the ground as i cried,my mom was mean to me and if she saw me here,she would call me names because seth was in jail and she loved seth.

They soon left one by one,and left me in my room,i got up and went to my restroom,i looked at myself in the mirror,i was my mom same lose hair,puffy eyes,i strugled to get a razor,i was going to do it but i couldn't do it.

I sat on the restroom floor,thinking my life and my mom's,i felt my eyes closing and soon i fell asleep on the floor,until the next morning,she was going to come today.

I was a mess,i didn't want to get ready for her,not after how she was with me and raven,i walked downstairs"good morning honey,are you okay?"Karl came to give me a tight hug.

I wanted to cry in his arms but i didn't so,i just hugged him as tight,i heard the door ring and i was about to run,i wasn't ready"KARL,PLEASE LET ME GO!"i felt sick to my stomach,Karl took me to the door,clay opened it and karl put me down.

I was face to face with her,"hey,honey"she had never called me that "hey-"i spat out words and my body shaked,i also had chills down my spine "Can we talk outside"she seam nice but i didn't trust her.

George didn't trust her,because all the thing i told him about her,he fought with dream and sapnap"DON'T LET HER GO WITH HER"George was crying was going to brake down for him"So,honey-" before i could react she grabbed my wrist tight,i fell to the ground and my life flashed back to seth before the party.

"LET ME GO!"i was crying and screaming,the kids that were on the yard of the front house came running,"HEY,LEAVE HER ALONE!"the kid had a baseball in his hand,"go away,kid"after she said that the kid threw the ball at her head.

She fell and was bleeding every where i ran and jumped on George's arms"shh~'he felt safe,clay look at my wrist and he saw it was purple because he went outside and picked up my mom.

He looked like he wanted to punch her but he didn't,but told her to leave his house,"Are you okay?"George had puffy eyes and i did too,i saw her leaving,i just cried with george.

---1 hour skip---

Me and George were in the room cuddling,because we feel asleep,we woke up and the first thing was get up and get clothes,i went in the restroom got nude and got in the shower,10 minutes after i heard the door open.

All i heard was "hey george,do you have a razor,i need it"i was sapnap"not george,only me Nick"sapnap jumped and covered his eyes then he told me he was sorry and left the room.

After i was done,i cleaned myself and got changed,

Alex,caught my eye,he was dressed fancy,suit,tie and even fancy shoes "Oh and where are you going?"he turned around quickly"no where-"i knew he was lying to me"where?"he looked down"im going to a party-"i was surprized,he even said that.

"I can help you well, if you want"he smiled at me and nodded,i dragged him upstairs and helped him get dressed,he finally went casual,not to fancy but not bland too.

"Bye,have fun"i hugged alex and he left,as soon as i closed the door,karl came down and went to the kitchen,i followed him and made myself some food,because i had to go to work.

"bye,i have to leave and i love you all"i smiled at the boys,before walking out the house,i drove all the way to my work,as i got in my work,i saw my sloppy
weird co-workers.

"Hey sam,how you been?"he just leaned on the counter"at home,henry"i just walked into the back to see,my bestfriend"bella,omg i'm happy to see you again"i hugged bella tight,she hugged me back.

"How have you been,girl"she seamed happier that normal"good,you?"i was weird out,but i clocked in and got to work.