They're all gone. || Mandela Catalogue Fanfic

There is not enough room for the two of us.

TW: Mention of $u1c1dal

I woke up checking my phone with a lot of texts and 5 missed calls from my friend, Vivian.

Vivian: Enya? Are you okay? I wanted to come over today."

Enya: Yeah.. I guess im fine. But why do you wanna come over?

Vivian: Look! I know your little brother MIGHT be asleep! But, I think we should hangout once in a while?

Enya: Ok? I guess you can come?

Vivian: GREAT! Cya there 😉
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I wondered, why was there a winking face? I guess it was just a mistake or something. So I didn't really pay attention to it

When she mentioned my brother, I went to go check on him. I have to let my little brother live with me, since he's the youngest. I don't wanna worry him about the whole "Alternate" situation. But, It was only 10:15? I see him up usually?

"Um.. Matt?" I knocked on the door softly. I waited patiently, then cracked the door. He was fast asleep. I closed the door, I walked downstairs and I thought for a bit. Wait, how did Vivian know he was sleeping? I kinda freaked out a little. I ran to the kitchen. I thought this all over again. I looked at the bottom cabinet where all of my loaded weapons and gear are. I saw a butcher knife and kept it near me. I ran upstairs with the knife in my hand.

I stuck that into my drawers.

I opened up my phone, I saw everything was filled with the word "ALTERNATE", "ALTERNATE", Everywhere! "A-L-T-E-R-N-A-T-E" I closed my phone and took a deep breath. Again, I locked my doors.

I sat right down on my bed, I felt so broken? I never felt this way before. I rested my head down. Tears ran down my face and I wrapped my arms around my legs. I felt like the world wasn't even the world anymore, I felt like MY world wasn't my world anymore.

I opened my drawer, I felt like there was no point in living, I cant survive this apocalypse anymore. It's totally impossible for me. I cant keep trying to succeed. Its all gonna fall apart again. I slowly grabbed the kn1fe.

Maybe I should just end it all, these alternates, they give me no choice but to live no more.

I suddenly heard a loud scream of my brother.

"MATT?!?!" I screamed and I unlocked my door as quick as possible. I ran to his room in fear. I was shaking as I stood at the door. I saw him on the bed knocked out white. His windows were closed.. they were locked?

"WHAT DID I DO WRONG.." I collapsed down on the floor and I cried like I didn't care about anything that surrounded me. I didn't wanna deal with this anymore.  It was only 2:35 when I checked the time I laid their silent, Still having tears fall out of my eyes.

I ran to my room locked the door and shut off the lights. I hid under the sheets of my bed. The world got darker and darker. I grabbed my butcher knife and held it closest to me. I fluttered my eyes closed for a while. I ignored surroundings once and for all.  Until, I heard footsteps occur.

"Enya!~ Its Vivian...~"

I shot up, still on my bed.

"Im sorry~ I took a while..~"

I noticed her voice sounds like a bit boyish? I walked slowly to my door.

I finally opened it.

"꠸ ᭙꠸ꪶꪶ ꪀꪮꪻ ꫝꪊ᥅ꪻ ꪗꪮꪊ~~!!"

And then, I was knocked out white on the bed too.