Sorry this is going to be a short chapter lol, next chapter is very important and you guys might like it better!
Whether its obsessing, depression, suicide, or murder you have to learn to cope with your feelings otherwise it will destroy you from the inside out. I coped by living in my dreams. Some days I would sleep for several hours at a time just to catch a glimpse of his face. His smile, his body, his being. Tom Holland, the love of my life. (A/N deleted sentences: We are married, he just doesn't know it yet.) Though I haven't met him yet, I believe I have.
Shifting is my coping mechanism. I dream, I imagine. I can imagine all sorts of things, but I imagine him. Him holding me, him being there, just present. It makes me happy, something I don't find in reality.
Im 18 living on my own. No job, living off of the government. I get more from that then working. I've been saving to go to his comic con, but i'm giving up. God just to close my eyes again, count 1...2....3....4...5.... going to my desired reality. It took months to be able to do this and now I live in it. I was in it for an entire day. When I returned everything felt unreal. The only difference between reality and imagination is 'happy', a word that never appeared in reality.
Tom Holland is my definition of happy. Friends betray, family dies, pets can't communicate, but anything can happen in your imagination.
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The Roundabout of Reality
Roman d'amourTo truly understand this story I recommend doing a little research on reality shifting. This story is about a teenage girl aka you who constantly fascinates about a famous actor, Tom Holland. Will a dream become an unexpected reality as you learn to...
