When with you (a Boschlow fic)

Capther 3 "a crush?"

(This chapter will focus more on Boscha)

BOSCHAS POV

It's the middle of the night and I can't sleep, my thoughts constantly revolving around that message the human sent me, why? Why do I want to be nice? Is it- is it's because of... Willow?

I felt my face heat up as I blushed a little at the thought, Skara couldn't have been right the whole time right?- I mean- I guess the whole reason I started being nice in the first place is because of Willow- and when I think about her she's always depicted as some kind of angel of sorts- now that I think about it she crosses my mind often

I sit on the side of my bed with a look of confusion, did I have a crush on Willow without knowing??? That's no good- what will my parents think? And what about my popular friends? No one even knows I'm a lesbian other then Skara! And what about Willow? I have bullied her for so long, will she ever be able to forgive me? If I start being nice from now on how much time would it take her to forgive me? A few years maybe? What I did to her is pretty terrible...

I grab a pillow and smash it into my face in embarrassment shit!- I have a crush don't I? I have to get rid of this feeling and fast- forts step is to fall asleep though

As I say that my eyes close and I slowly fall asleep

TOME SKIP

It's now lunch time as I sit to a table close to Willow's

She was sitting next to Agustus and directly facing Luz who had Amity by her side, they were chatting about how their class was so boring and how they had a lot of fun secretly texting

Then I overheard Willow talking about me... "Boscha was acting really weird- I know it's all part of a big prank or something but it's still weird how she helped me earlier"

Oh. Weird. Of course it's weird, she was a bully for years when it comes to Willow... why did she think being nice once will make Willow instantly forgive her?

Skara heard it too and looked at me with a sad smile silently telling me to be patient and that she'll trust me eventually

I appreciated the fact she's always there for me a lot, she's like a sister I never had! A sister that apparently cared about me more then my actual family did

Whatever, I'll keep on trying to be nice until I can become Willows friend... and then, maybe i have a chance of becoming her-

"Boscha are you thinking about your crush? Cuz your face is the same color as your hair right now" Cat have me a questioning look obviously looking for an answer I wasn't going to give her, I took a few deep breaths to make my face go back to normal then stopped focusing on Willow and her friends

I had no clue what to put on this chapter sooooo shorter chapter it is!

Word count of 526