****THAT NIGHT BEFORE THE CONFESSION****
"Hannah? What do you think if I confess to her? "I asked my friend out of nowhere
I looked at her reading some articles and the moment I asked her she stopped
"You dumb bitch? Are you out of your mind? "Ganda ng sagot nag mura Pa nga
Yeah maybe I am out of my mind this past few days, I've been through a lot, I can't even think straight and why? Because I've been thinking of someone, I mean not just someone, my own best friend. How funny is it right?
"Yeah maybe I am"
"So? Your planning to tell her? Are you collecting some friends? "
"What do you mean by that? You think she doesn't like? "
"She may like you, but as a friend, Jamie? Can't you see your friendship is almost perfect and you gonna ruined it just because of your feelings? "
"Why are you like that? Like as if you know what will happen"
"Trust me, I know"
Dumb bitch I'm asking for support tsk.
Doesn't matter gonna tell her still.
*beeeep*
"Opss received a text, gotta go bye"
"Just remember what i said, Don't confess "
"Yeah yeah I know "
I lied.
And that lied turn into most worst scenario
I should listen on what Hannah told me to, and If did Hindi ko sana mararamdaman to, I should always listen on others told me to.
"Jamie look, we are friends for 6 years, and.. And -"she stop and sighted
I know Chase, I am stupid for telling you this
"I like you, at Hindi ko babawiin ang sinabi ko, I like you not as a friend but as you"
Why am I so honest? Why am I saying this? Bakit hindi ko mapigilan
So inevitable...
"Jamie can you please be reconsider? "
"What do you mean reconsider? "
"Don't like me, ....or love me"she said without hesitation
"W-why? "My voice broke the moment I asked her
"Maybe you're just confused? You don't know what you're talking about"
"Ahahaha"I laughed sarcastically "don't ever question my feelings, fine! Don't like me I am not asking you too, I just wanted to tell you because I've been thinking this a lot, so you think it's easy for me to say this? "Suddenly my tears fell from eyes " I asked myself so many times, I am girl why would I like you? Why would I like someone who's also a girl? Maybe you're right, I am just confused, I am confused that every.... Every moment that I am with you feels different, that.. That every time I am with you I wish that, times stop... Yes! I am confused, so confusing for falling in love with you! "I fucking tell her everything
I left her there, I don't want to hear her side anymore, not a chance ..I look stupid in front of her... But it feels so good to let go of this feelings.. I am free from my own stupidity.
***********
"So what did I tell you? "
"Seriously Hannah? Not right now please I'm begging "I frowned and drink tequila
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