Help me (Danti) (Redone)

Chaper One

   *Anti's pov*
I was sitting alone again. Jack isn't home. Even if he was he wouldn't care what I'm doing . Dark... My only friend is currently pissed at me for a stupid reason so he wouldn't care either. Mark? Mark doesn't care in general hehe. Oh? What am I doing? I'll tell you cause you probably don't care either. Anyways I'm taking a bath a razor blade gripped tightly in one hand as I watch the blood from my wrist run turning the water red. There's a lot of blood and I haven't passed out... Yet anyway. I hope I past out and never wake up. That's when the front door opens and then slams shut. Great my father is home, I quickly get up not even bothering to drain the water he doesn't care. I grab a towel and quickly run to my room managing not to draw attention to myself. I sit on my bed tracing the cuts loving the blood that runs down my arm and off my fingers. Eventually they stop bleeding which makes me sigh with a frown. I love to watch my blood, my life force, drain from my pathetic body. I hear a loud crash from the living room. Sounds like my father passed out drunk.. Again. Maybe this time he won't wake up. I get dressed wearing a long sleeved shirt and a sweater and a pair of black jeans. I walk to the living room seeing my father on the ground I just shrug and walk outside. I put on my best fake smile and head to school. Yes school. You're probably wondering why I was taking a bath before school and for so long. I couldn't sleep so I took a bath. And why not do school stuff? I don't have any the teachers gave up on me. As I walk to school I see a car and step in front of it. But of course the car stopped and the driver yelled.
"Watch it dumbass. I could of hit you! " He yells at the top of his lungs. I mutter softly
"That was the point. " The driver stares driver stares dumbfounded before driving off quickly. I finally get to school. I see Dark talking to Jack, while Mark just stands there unsure what to do, I can't help but feel bad for him. He's left out. I go to walk past them but Dark suddenly grabs hold of my wrist. This causes unbearable pain but I bite my lip. Before I can do or say much of anything Dark pulls me into a hug.
"I'm sorry Anti. I'm so sorry. Jack told me the truth. I'm so sorry I got angry. " Dark says softly to me.
"It's Alright. " I say with my fake smile plastered on my face.
"Alright. Let's go to class. " Dark says letting go of me. I nod my head and follow him. We got to our class and head to our seats. I still have my fake smile on but no one notices. And that's fine. I don't plan on staying. Soon enough the teacher walks in with Cry...

(A/N: hey y'all I know it's been a really really long time but I'm finally free. It's summer break and I don't have anything to do so here I am. Also Dre4mhi you asked and I'm so sorry it took so long but here ya go :))