Battles i have to face

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So here I am at 2 24 at home coming home from locking. Today too much crap happened to me again this sucks. Why is it that things like this happen to me? Well ok so what happened today was after service I was in a good mood laid down everything before The Lord right. Was in the copying room in the old building. Then the bass player from logos asked me why did you quit being a teacher and like I heard you stopped coming to this church and stopped playing bass? I was like who told you? He said Yul..... The only person I told these things I was considering at the time.... was guess who only one person. Yup that's right. We all know who that was and before that I gave her a korean greeting bowing and everything but I got a stink face. Sigh I tried and called her to talk about someone, but got stood up. So all these emotions were raging inside of me. Great so rumors about me are going around in logos.... Haha dirty but am i gonna play the "game" nope. I'm not gonna play that stupid game.... She was suppose to quit logos but guess only I'm suppose to quit.... I saw suitcases or a carry bag I was like hmmmm..... But kept my mouth shut like a fool but got extra pissed but ooo wells....

That's what happened today but then again I call someone out I should be called out too only fair. I contacted her daughter when I shouldn't have that one day. I met up with her when I shouldn't. Sigh that's why I can't call her out because look at me too. I'm no better there are more sour things I wish I could write out but no I'm not gonna play this game. I understand but still I'm gonna pray about this. This is foul really rumors tsk so pissed off before but not anymore I calmed down and have a gig tomorrow so gotta get ready for that.

Anyways enough with the bad news haha the good news is I brought all my junk before The Lord and felt a little hint of healing. All the Jhm kids liked lock-in. I smelled scents LOL when I was alone in the third floor haha. I got a monster when I got home no need to worry about energy haha. I'm not allowed to contact this person but the person is semi contacting me lol. Lord I pray for that person everyday so please bring healing haha.

Also time to answer some questions haha. Did I have a headache well yes because I felt the stress even now.... Cause of all one sayings and when he does offer me to play bass for logos I'm going for it Idc. I'm gonna do it! Joe is doing a lot better now since we had some family time =) watching movies and eating McDonalds. Haha they were teasing me about the picture I put up haha. They said oooo it's you know lol haha she made you happy and I was like nooooo!!! What do you mean? Pshhh and they said then who's flash drives is that and I m like mine!!!! Lol you get the point. Lent idk what I'm gonna do yet... What about you? Same questions back to you? How are you etc etc haha

I'm gonna save the tab and you didn't check the Kazz ook? I will place the tab in there haha time to go to bed now. Ta ta lol ps saw a black cat in the back of the new yielding and saw someone peaking from the m floor today when I sat next to C om Baka your no ninja =P

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