True Feelings (Jack Gilinsky Fanfiction)

The Hospital

I couldn't believe what i was hearing, Jack was perfectly fine earlier.

Me: "WTF HAPPENED TO HIM!!!"

Matt: "CALM DOWN SUMMER!!! He got in a car accident and Johnson let all of the guys know and i decided to tell you since none of the other guys wanted too."

Me: " HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO CALM DOWN MATT, MY ABOUT TO BE BOYFRIEND JUST GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT!!!!! Well, you have some guts to come here and tell me cause i just went crazy on you, and i don't think the other guys would've handled it except Jack. When are we able to see him? I'm really worried Matt."

Matt: " Ya i know, ummmm I'm not sure, we have to go to the hospital and ask there. Maybe by now Johnson has found out some news."

Me: " Well, let me get dressed and we can go."

I quickly went upstairs and threw some clothes on, i had no time to pick out an outfit to go to the hospital, like seriously. I grabbed my purse and keys and went downstairs. i saw Matt sitting on the couch when i came down. When he saw me he quickly got up and headed for the door. I followed him and locked the door behind me.

~At the hospital~

When i walked into the hospital i saw Johnson sitting in the waiting room. I ran up to him and i started to cry into his arms, I don't know why but, it needed to come out.

Johnson: "Shhhh......Summer, Jack will be okay, trust me."

Me: "How Jack?? Jack is in the fucking hospital. Do you know what happened to him, and where he was before this happened."

Johnson: " All I know is that he was texting someone before he got in the car accident."

WHAT THE HELL!!! The one he was texting was me.... Its all my fault. I caused his car crash. I can't believe i caused his car crash, so i just broke down in tears and fell onto the floor.

Matt&Johnson: " OH MY GOD....SUMMER!!!!!"

When they saw me on the floor they freaked out. I was heart broken at what happened to Jack and what I did to him. i couldn't stop crying, Jack is in a coma because he was texting and the one he was texting was me. I didn't know he driving. How was i suppose to know where he was? Matt snapped me out of my thoughts and I realized that I was in Matt's arms crying my eyes out.

Matt: " Summer what happened? Say something?"

I looked up and looked at Matt and Johnson who had worried expressions on their face. I had to tell them. Tell them that it was my fault that he got into his car accident.

Me: " Guys I have to tell you something."

Matt&Johnson: " What is it?"

Me: " I caused his car crash. I was the one he was texting. I feel horrible, and broken. I can't take this much pain at once. And plus today was our date on the beach and now it's not going to happen. :("

Johnson: " You were the one he was texting? You know what it's okay, you don't need to feel that way because you know why. Because he shouldn't text and drive. It's one of the laws here right. And i'm so sorry your date was cancelled today. :("

Me: " Are we able to see him? I want to see him."

Johnson: "Not, sure the doctor hasn't said anything yet."

Since i was already crying I cried even more cause first of all I want to see him and second of all i want to kiss those lips and let him know that i'll be there for him no matter what. While i was thinking the doctor came out.

Doctor: " Jack Johnson?...... I have some news about your friend Jack Gilinsky. At the moment he is in a coma, he had a savvier concussion and he will be like that for a while. But you guys can go see him now. He's in room J10 on the 4th floor."

Me: "THANK YOU THANK YOU DOCTOR!!!!!!"

I took Matts' and Johnsons' hands and dragged them to the elevator. I pressed the 4 button and the doors closed. The elevator finally arrived to the 4th floor, I grabbed their hands again and dragged them along to his room. I was looking for J10 and there it was 10 doors down from the elevator. I was scared but, I had to see him. I opened the door and he was laying there pale. I asked the guys if I could have a moment alone. They nodded their heads and stayed outside. I walked over to him and grabbed the closest chair and sat next to him. I laid my head on his chest and just cried.

Me: " Jack, I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. I was the one you were texting and feel horrible for it. What am I suppose to do with my life now. Since you came into my life, it changed completely. You will be the one I will love for a long time and that won't change, trust me. I hope you hear this Jack. I love you no matter what happens. All I want to say is, I hope you don't go Jack, I don't know what i'll do with myself if you do. i'll have to pray every night until you get better and that's i'm going to do. I hope we can make today's date some day. You already know the answer to the question your going to ask me and that's a big YES. I love you Jack to the moon and back."

I gave him a passionate kiss and left the room crying again. I'm so emotional but, right now i have to be. Matt and Johnson went into his room and talked to him just like i did for a while. After we said our goodbyes to Jack for the day we went home. I told Matt to just drive me home. I didn't want to deal with people right now. I'm to broken.

Well, there's a chapter for you guys. I just decided to type a chapter on the computer. i hope you guys enjoyed it. i'll try my best to type another chapter soon but, right now this is what you guys get. lol :)