CHAPTER TWENTY
MANJIRO SANO
“M-Mikey... I'm sorry, I really n-need to leave.”
What? What the fuck is wrong with her? I wanted her to stay with me, damn it! I wanted to be with her, always, and now she's leaving. What could be the reason? Does she don't like me anymore? What?
But... if she stays with me, Lou Siév will use her to destroy me. I don't wanna fight with her beside me. She is my weakness.
I might fell down from the top if Lou Siév uses her to destroy me. I don't want that to happen.
“Then leave, no one's stopping you, bitch.” I spoke. No, what the fuck... If only she knew how much I wanted her to stay. Damn it.
I saw how pain flashes from his eyes. For a second, I have the urge to grab her arms and enveloped her in my arms. Damn, she's so pure. How the heck did I manage to hurt her before?
“W-What about... our child? Y-You don't w-want to meet h-him?”
She's stuttering while saying those words. Our child... If only our worlds wasn't filled with cries and terror, maybe... maybe just... maybe I can give them truly happiness.
I didn't happen to see our child's face but I already love that child. I am even willing to face death just to save our child. That's how much I love my child, our child.
“Our child? Stop dreaming Y/N, who knows? That child of yours might not be mine, for sure you've been fucking different men—”
I wasn't able to continue my sentence when she cutted me off. Damn it. I clearly saw the pained expression that flashes from her eyes. I wanted to apologize but I just can't.
“O-Okay... You don't need to t-tell me that... If you don't want him... then I can just raise him... alone.”
Raise him alone? What? You've got to be kidding me. I knew how to raise a child. You can count on me Y/N.
If only I'm brave enough to tell her those words, maybe... maybe she's still here, beside me.
That day, I was left alone, again. I never contacted Kaku nor Nana that time. I stayed at my room and was just staring at the ceiling.
“I miss her already... What to do?”
At that moment, I realized something. Once I managed to destroy Lou Siév, I will have the best times of my life. I'll get back Y/N, for sure.
Instead of staring at the ceiling, I stood up and wore my black long sleeve polo. I contacted Nana and Amarilys to start their work. Infiltrate Lou Siév's den and tell me what they're into.
I hurriedly checked out to the hotel where I'm staying. I'm planning to stay at our second HQ. Kenji and Amarilys were on their way on their mission, and that was to infiltrate Lou Siév's new den.
When I arrived at our den, I was welcomed with Sanzu and Nana, Koko was still busy preparing and arranging things for his secret mission.
“Boss, how are things going? Are you okay?” Nana asked while handling my long sleeve polo, now I'm all left with my black shirt and long pants.
I confidently walked inside our HQ and was greeted by my men. I sat at my usual seat.
“Amarilys.” I called.
The red haired woman walked towards me and nodded.
“Did Kenji and you already made up? Make sure not to spread your idiotic tactics on this mission. This is very different from your other missions.”
“Is it really okay to bring Kenji throughout this important mission, boss? I mean, he's just starting, the mission might fail.”
“He won't learn if he'll continue being in his starting point.”
All she could do was to nod. I knew that Nana and Sanzu were both listening but still, they remained silent.
“Nana, how are things doing with Kiyoko's condition?“
“She's still suffering from all her cuts, the fucktard beside me—ehem, the man beside me did his very best to make the little woman cry in so much pain.” Nana explained.
I clearly saw how Haruchiyo stared at Nana with a genuine smile. My forehead crease at that scenario. Haruchiyo? Genuinely smiling because of a... man? What? Is he... nah, he isn't like that.
“I told you not to lay a hand with those two, we need to play dumb for them to fall in our trap.” I stated coldly but still staring at Haruchiyo. What's with him? He's acting weird, damn it.
“Things won't be like that if they just didn't hurt Nana. Just avenging Nana's scratch, boss.” Haruchiyo spoke with a wide grin plastered on his lips.
“It was just a scratch, fucktard. Why are you even over reacting? It's not like you were the one beaten to death.“ Nana expressionlessly stated.
I was just staring at the two who kept on arguing in front of me. I don't have the strength to stop them for my mind was still occupied of Y/N and to our child.
“Heh... I'll really kill them if you were beaten to death, Nana. You'll do the same, right?” Haruchiyo asked, eyes pleading like a shitty cat.
Nana tilted his head to face Haruchiyo. “I'll kick your ass.”
Haruchiyo smirked like a mad scientist and nudge Nana. “Come on, do it man. What's stopping you? Hahaha.”
“Damn it, you're really into it again, right? Are you high again?” I heard Nana asked.
“I guess so.”
I sighed and that was when they stopped talking. “I wanted to tell you this because my mind really cant keep this.”
“What is it boss? Can we help?” Nana asked.
“I saw Y/N a while ago, and she said we have a child. Can you... find her again? But don't come near her or any of her acquaintances, just make sure she's okay and our child, that's what I want. Can you do it, you two?” I requested with a cold expression.
They both nodded. “Understood boss.”
Now that's final.
