Forbidden Love [Under the Thousand stars]

Chapter 4.

'FORBIDDEN LOVE' [UNDER THE THOUSAND STARS]

by:EdnalyndelRosario

Chapter 4.

Zeke and I had a secret relationship. Yeah a very big secret that can tear as apart if ever their is someone will find it out.

Zeke take over their business in Japan. But we always talk to each other through phone and websites.

I truly admit that having a long distance relationship is truly difficult.

New York to Japan was too far to travel. I think it would last about a half or a day to travel.

"Azarie... I thought you already sleep? " I frown and got panic when Azul enter my room while I'm having a little conversation with Zeke in Skype.

"Hey cousin Kiel.  .. I thought Azarie and you lost communication?" Azul asked Kiel

"Can you just leave me here can't you see where talking about something important " I hissed to Azul.

I'm truly mad right now because Zeke said that aunt Elle said to him that he has a fiance. One of his dad business partners daughter.

"Zeke how about us? " I became hysterical because of many thoughts getting to my mind.

"I will do anything not to make things happen about that fiance thingy.  Don't stress your self.. you need to study. You have a exam tomorrow right. Sleep honey. I will talk to you tomorrow. I love you! " I smile sweetly to him then said.

"I love you too. " then I log out.

Were three Months and three weeks lovers.

Forbidden love? I don't care about criticizing I might get and heard from other as long as I love Ezekiel Fuentes Alcatraz.

Days had passed. I already finished my exam. But for almost days and nights I wait for Zeke's message. I even spend my days and night waiting for him to online and have some conversation with him through Skype..

I look so pathetic waiting for him. Waiting for his call, reply ,message and email but their is nothing.

Now is our 4th monthsary but I didn't receive any greetings from him.

I cry and cry. I'm was so freebie all of the sudden. I lost my appetite for almost a days. The great news is it's vacation so that my study couldn't be affected.

One night I spend my time searching and looking in my MacBook. Then I decided to email Ezekiel.

To: Ezekiel Fuentes Alcatraz.

Zeke. what happen? I thought you love me? It's been what. A days,  weeks and month but you didn't even make any effort to make me feel that their is us. if ever their is. Are you making me fool? Oh god please say No!. Give me some idea about us,  about you,  what's going on? I'm waiting here. Don't make things hard Zeke.

If their is any problem just tell me. Don't make me think of it. Will fight right?.. I love you honey.  Take care.

I'm always waiting.

xoxo.

Miyuka.

Then I log out.

...

I woke up another day with the same routine. When I go down stairs I found my mom and dad in the living room.

I thought they are in the business trip to Macao.

"Hey mom, dad good morning" I'm planing to kiss my mom on her cheeks when she grab me and slapped me really hard.

"How could you to this to us Azarie Miyuka you are a very big dissapointment for us. "

I got curious about what mom said. And dad notice it then he handed me his MacBook.

I got froze about what I read.

"Explain this to us Miyuka? " dad scold in his frown and angry tone.

I'm was really freeze until now. Then my tears slowly felling down from my eyes.

"how----how? " I asked in a small voice.

"Ezekiel fiance receive your email for Ezekiel then she confront Ezekiel about this. How could both of you do this to us? God... Yesterday we visit your aunt Elle and Ezekiel in Japan then we found this. Your aunt got collapsed when she found your relationship with Zeke. I'm sure she's also mad on you and Zeke. You need to broke up with him before everything got worst Miyuka.  " mom cry.

I find no voice.

"No--- No mom! "

I receive another slapped from my mom then I run inside my room with my eyes full of tears.

I don't really know what should I do. Oh god! Zeke where are you?

Can you be by my side? If you're here I know we can make this.

Because of what happened. I never go out from my room. I prison my self in my room. I don't want to talk to anyone. I really miss Ezekiel. I do miss him a lot. I'm truly wishing and hoping that he's with me.

After that confrontation about my relationship to Zeke. The Fuentes family got mad at me and to Zeke.  They threat me as Were the biggest shame for the whole family. I really don't care but Zeke's being involved got me panic. I try to contact him but aunt Elle didn't let me talk to him.

I feel so numb at that time because of aunt Elle's treatment on me.

Loving Zeke, he's son is a biggest sin I had?

Why just they don't get it.

Why just they let us love each other.

Days, Nights,and weeks had passed but as always. I am in a process. A process to digest the problem and the thought about Zeke and our relationship. The thought that Ezekiel breaking up with me is killing me. I am deeply inlove with him. It's really making me crazy because he didn't even give me any clue about our relationship. If he still love me or not.

How I wish that he is here to tell me the real status of our relationship. I am a big fool here. The foolish clever. I think my mom was right. I am the black sheep of the family. I am a waste. I am that nothing, a piece of crap, that shitty that was nothing just a shit.

I am now alone.

I am that fool Azarie Miyuka.

I excel in my academics but in love?, in my family I'm a dull and dumb. A piece of paper with no use that need to throw in the trash.

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