Heartstopper Imagines

Ben Hope BSM

(In this you are Ben's sibling and he's a jerk to everyone but he is overprotective of you)

Warnings: ED

Y/n's POV

It was about a week into school, I started going to Truham for some mental health reasons and my doctor thought it would be better for me to go to school with my brother. Today it was dress down day at Truham, so I didn't have to wear the uniform. I put my outfit on and got ready for school.

(Your outfit)

You go downstairs and Ben is wearing his normal outside of school outfit:

"You ready y/n?" Ben asked knowing that I've still been struggling a little bit at Truham, but nowhere near as much as I was at Higgs. "Yea." I say and we start walking to school. Once we got to school, I had to head to my form. I hated my form for one reason and that was, Harry Greene, Harry has been bullying me for since I started at Truham. It's always about my weight, but I refuse to tell Ben about it since he's friends with Harry.

"Well look who it is. When will you decide to take my advice and lose some weight y/n? No one will ever love you if you look like that." Harry says to me. I just ignore him. Time goes by and it's time to for lunch. I go to sit with Ben and I ask where Harry is and he told me he went home sick.

Ben and his other friends start eating and I just look at my food, not even touching it. I haven't really eaten much ever since Harry started bullying me, I just hope Ben hasn't noticed. "Y/n eat your lunch. You skipped breakfast, you have to eat something." Ben says sounding really concerned. I start to tear up and I make up an excuse to get out of there before someone notices. "Um I need to go to the bathroom." I say as I get up and walk quickly away. 

Except I don't actually go to the bathroom I escape and go hide in the art room. To calm myself down I start to finish up my art project. Then I see someone at the door, thinking it's probably Charlie since we both hide in here a lot, I go to open the door when I see it's actually Ben. 

"Y/n, I've noticed you haven't been eating much ever since we started school and then today when I told you to eat you started to tear up. What's going on? Talk to me please, y/n." Ben asks, knowing something is really going on. Ben and I have always been really close, but we've gotten closer when my mental health started getting bad at Higgs. Before I can talk, I start crying I couldn't keep it in any more. Ben stops interrogating me and brings me in for a long hug. "Shhh it's ok y/n, I'm here." he says comforting me.

Once I stop crying, I decide I have to tell someone or the weight of this is going to keep me down. "It's just.. ever since I started here at Truham, some people have been bullying me. Don't get me wrong I need to stay here, I can't go back to Higgs, but sometimes their words get to me and I start to think they're true." I say, still crying a bit. Ben looks at me overprotectively. "Who has been bullying you, y/n, I'll kill them." "Harry Greene." I say, looking down scared of what he'll say since they're friends. 

"He's dead." He says, angrily. Ben starts to walk off with his fists clenched. "Wait Ben, please stay." I say, still not feeling well. "Fine, but he's dead later." Ben says, hugging me again. "Please eat something." He says. "Ok." I say, as I eat half of my lunch. "That's a start y/n. I'll help you get through this I promise." He says, hugging me. "How about we leave early today?" Ben asks. "Yes please." I tell him. I really need to get out of here right now.

We leave early and walk home. We decide to watch a movie and with the crappy day I've had, Ben lets me pick the movie, which he rarely lets me do. So I pick Encanto, since the songs always cheer me up when I'm feeling down. Right after We Don't Talk About Bruno comes on, I fall asleep on Ben's shoulder as he rubs my back, which is normal for him since he knows it's comforting to me.