Demonize (Ereri) DISCONTINUED

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Eren (POV) {...haven't done him in a while huh...not that way you pervert}

I didn't know what I was so excited for. Knowing that I was back to my I'd life and such. Or that I have someone who cared and loved me.

Either way both made me excited with shivers tingling down my spine.

I was expecting something a little dramatic to come along this road with me. I did take this turn but maybe I expected the worst you know

I was currently getting dressed to go to school even though I just got back I had to at least make one day up. I pulled on some black dress pants and one of my many white dress shirts.

My school had a kind strict dress code we had to go to school prim and proper ready to learn with our little bow ties and regular slacks and dress shirts and pants.

"I think your ass would look better in the green pants." I turned around to find laying on his sides towards me his usual monotone face. He was a sure happy camper in the morning. "Also if you don't mind slip back into bed with me."

"No can do got to get dressed and go to school at least for one day. But you and Hanji can stay in my room till I get back if you like, stay with my laptop and have a little Netflix marathon." I smirked as Levi groaned with so much excitement.

"No Hanji's probably gonna go help me find our new living space to be near you so yeah. Also hand me that turquoise tie right there." I looked over the my dresser where it was splayed out and grabbed it.

Levi held out his hand for it, to which I promptly handed to him while trying to button up my white shirt. He sat up on the bed letting his legs go over the side.

"Get on your knees brat." For a moment I was dumbfounded cause I though it was way too early in the morning for this type of thing but soon realized what he wanted to do.

"Wow Levi I didn't know you had that much wood in the morning." I laughed knowing the joke would piss him off. But what I wasn't expecting was for him to whip the tie at my stomach.

"Oh shut the fuck up just get on the ground." He growled. I lowered myself onto the ground between his legs. "I just wanted to fucking tie your goddamn tie and then you go off joking in the morning. Your a shit load to deal with."

I was about to make another snarky remark but then he tightened the tie, very tight on my neck might I add making me wince a bit. "Why thank you I take that as a compliment."

He finally let a ghost smile fall onto his lips. Mission accomplished for Jaeger. "Hey Levi your missing a step." I point out. Levi raised a eyebrow in question. "What no I didn't? What step did I miss."

"This one."

I gabbed the back of his neck pulling him for a simple kiss. "See you can't forget the most important part." He almost was smiling until Hanji started pounding on the door.

"Oh my god Eren please help me she's gonna kill me! DEAR FRECKELED JESUS DONT LET THIS BE THE END OF ME!" I hurried over the open the door for hanji.

She felt right over face planting into the carpet. She was breathing heavily and loud like she been running for hours.

"Hanji what the fuck do you need." Levi snapped at her. I think he was a bit pissed that our alone time had to be cut short.

"Mikasa! Eren you sister tried to kill me." My eyes widened.

"Mikasa would never ever do something like that s-she wouldnt!" Hanji grabbed onto my shoulders hard. "Eren she had a stake five inches from my chest. She knows!" Hanji whispered fiercely. I heard a quiet creak by the door.

Mikasa was standing there with low and behold a stake in her hand and very bad aroura eminating from her. "I know what..."

"Nothing Mikasa. Now do you mind telling me why your trying to kill my guests!" I yelled at her. For the second time in my life I yelled at her. She was taking this thing across the line and I have had enough of it.

"B-because .....THEY'RE TRYING TO CHANGE YOU AND THEYLL TAKE YOU AWAY FROM US AGAIN. EREN DO YOU NOT CARE ABOUT YOUR FAMILY! WE THOUGH YOU WERE DEAD SOMEWHERE IN A DITCH. AND YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT GIVE A FUCK AT ALL DO YOU!" She screamed.

"Maybe if you understood anything you might care at all! Maybe I'am taking this all on too fast for my own good but I'am willing to have that regret." I felt my eyes began to burn and sting with tears.

"Mikasa you had your time to get to know them yet you still don't seem to take that opportunity. I can tell someone else besides you and Armin need me. That doesn't mean I'll forget about you I'am always here for you."

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I'am sorry guys I started tearing up right at this part.

I know iev been gone for so long and that because of artist block and my depression has decided to finally come back even though I told myself I don't need the negative things in my life to pull me down to this point. But...they did and I don't think I'll be updating for a while, we'll at least not constantly.

I need to clear my head make sure I won't do anything stupid. And I just am alone right now in real life. Like everyone one has left me...nobody cares I'am just only getting by on so little motivation to get out of bed. And to not throw myself down my stairs. Even tho its tempting.

I like when you guys support me and do it even though you don't even know more about me than a simple username.

Everyone has left me and I either pushed them away or they got sick of me told me shit about myself and then left ...leaving a scar.

Thanks so much for listening. I think I would dead right now if not for this social place when people don't even know me yet care...thank you...