a farewell, like a withered winter. thats what your love felt like. like a slow fading winter. the cold and emptiness that you felt was like standing under the cloudy sky that cried snow.
instantly melting with your touch.
his warm arms only keeping you sane. but that soon fell apart once he told you that he no longer loved you. "I don't love you anymore." you felt frozen. he held your hands tightly, but soon let go. and you no longer held those warm hands. "Soobin..."
you chased him your way out of your shared apartment, dragging your feet against the cold tiles. it was as if you were chasing your way to the edge of the water but it just kept getting farther. all of the thoughts, that you never wanted going off in your head, started going off.
finally you reached arms length with him, you gripped the fabric of his coat. "Soobin please wait..." you both reach a stop in your tracks. your head hung low, "Soobin, why?" you just questioned him. thats all. all you wanted to know was why he had let go of you without an explanation.
he stayed silent. the knot in your throat rapidly growing, making it hard for you to swallow all the sourness and bitterness you tasted. "please just...let go y/n, let me go." "Soobin, how—how am I supposed to let go? I just can't let go four years of my life and pretend l—like it never happened! so tell me, why?!"
On the other hand, Soobin felt so much regret.
