Chapter 4: Can't.

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Lucy's P.O.V


I look at myself in my mirror at my house. I can't be too loud....My father would probably haunt me down if he heard me talk.


"Lucy..You can do this." I say to myself.........


"The reason why I fear love is....b-because....I-I...........When I was a child-" I burst into tears. I can't do this...


I can't own up to myself....What if...What if I accidently speak with the others? What if they ask me why I was crying? What if.........


What if I can't tell them why I fear love.


What if I can't tell them why I didn't speak...


What if....


What if they don't want to be my friends?

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F-E-A-R-I-N-G-L-O-V-E

The Next Day

Natsu's P.O.V


"GET UP NATSU-NII!" I hear my little sisters, Wendy & Chelia, yell. I open my eyes.


"Uuuugh....5 more minutes?!" I groan.


"You say that all the time!" Chelia crosses her arms.


"Fiine" I sigh. I get up, take a quick shower, get dressed, do my hair and get my school bag.


"Bye, Mum!" I go to my Mum - Grandeneey - and kiss her on the cheek.


"Bye child!" She smiles.


"Cya, Son." My dad - Igneel - says as he pats my back. "I'm still waiting for you to bring home a girl~" He teases.


"Daaaad!" I grunt.


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While walking to school, I bump into a girl with a grey hoodie on.


"Sorry!" I apologize. She turns around and smiles.


"Oh, Hey there, Luce!" I smile.


Lucy's P.O.V


"H-" I almost speak, but slap my hand around my mouth. I take my hand off my mouth and awkwardly wave at Natsu.


"Were you...About to speak?" His eyes widen. My eyes widen as well. I shake my head as a sign of 'No'


"Hey, may I ask why you don't speak?" He asks out of the blue while we walk to school. I shake my head and bow down.


"Are you....Are you okay?" He asks with a soft tone. I shiver with fear....


Memories....


Flashbacks....


Of my Mother.....


If only that day didn't exist


If that day didn't exist....I wouldn't fear love.



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End of chapter 4.


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