• I'm Sorry For Leaving • (Dreamsmp)

•chapter 1•

Ok before we start just to let you know, I won't post way to often since it is exam time and I have to study, so I will try to publish as much as I can. Though, in about 3 weeks it is school holiday so I can post more. Also before you start reading, I forgot to mention that Fundy is trans. Anyways enjoy❣️

TRIGGER WARNINGS: unsafe binding, dysmorphophobia, transphobic idiots, drinking, abuse

Ranboo PoV:

I woke up with a huge headache. I got up and went to the bathroom to get ready.

°After Ranboo got ready°

Maybe I can go for a walk to the pharmacy. I need to get a new binder, I fricking slept in mine and it is getting a bit too small. I hate taking my binder off, it activates my dysmorphophobia.

I put on my shoes and left the house, locking the door. After a bit of walking I finally made it to the Pharmacy. "Hello?" Someone called out behind the counter. "Oh uh, hi, do you have uh b-binders?" I asked, I hated doing this.

She had a disgusted look on her face. Does she have something against it. "Uh for who, I need to know the size." She said, I wish she didn't ask that question. "Uh m-me" I said, she looked at me and said "Ew, are you trans?" She asked rudely. "uh uhm y-yes?" I answered. "Oh no wander you look like a girl. You won't ever be a boy you stupid pretender!" She shouted at me. I could feel my anxiety build up as well as tears.

I ran out of the shop. Don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry! I shouted to myself. I didn't realize where I was going until I bumped into someone. "OH MY GOSH!! I AM SO SORRY, PL-" I was interpreted. "Hey, hey, it's ok, chill" he giggled.

He had a mini trans badge on his collar. "I-i like your badge" oh my gosh that was awkward. "Thank you" he said. "Oh I need to go, bye!" he shouted while running.

After what felt like hours of walking I finally got home, oh by the way, I have a roommate. He will come home soon, sadly. I HATE him, he always drinks. It annoys me.

I went to my room, only starting to overthink life as I entered the doorway. Maybe she was right, I am not a real boy and never will be. Before I could overthink anymore, I felt a sharp pain in my chest. Oh shoot! My binder, I haven't taken it off nor have I got a new one, great! I sighed sarcastically. I need to get a new binder fast. It is almost Monday.

I lay on my bed, looking through texts, for about 2 hours until I heard the door slam. Oh shoot, he's home. I ran to my door and locked it. Ok maybe he is a little drunk. I thought to myself, oh boy was I wrong. I went to sit on my bed but instead felt something hit my head. I turned around.

How in the hell did he get in!!! I ran to my bathroom and locked it. Maybe I could hide somewhere. I looked around, I couldn't find any place to hide. Wait the window! I ran to the window and opened it. I heard a bang and saw he got in, I put my left leg through and tried to jump out but he got me before my leg was fully out.

He dragged me to the lounge and threw me on the floor, I winced in pain, that just made the pain in my chest worse. He smashed his empty bottle on my head and kicked my back. God damn how is he so strong!! I thought to myself. He picked me up and kicked me in the ribs. I coughed up just a bit of blood. He let me go and collapsed on the couch.

I struggled but I got to my room.

Fundy 🏳️‍🌈:

I got home from my walk, I bumped into someone though, he looked distressed. I feel bad, he complimented my badge though.

I walked inside the apartment me and Eret shared, he is a actor for a lot of movies, I don't understand why he hasn't moved to a better, bigger place.

I went into their room, grabbed one of their hoodies since they're huge and went into my bathroom. I took off my binder and put on Eret's hoodie. It completely covered the reason I wear a hoodie. As I walked into the kitchen to make breakfast, I got a text from Eret.

Eret🏳️‍🌈❣️:
Hey Fundy, I am by the shops,
you need anything?

Furry🦊:
No thx Eret, thx tho
Bye❣️

Eret🏳️‍🌈❣️:
Ok, be back in 20 Min
Bye❣️

I went into the cupboard to get the ingredients to make pancakes. I set them all on the counter and put music on with my phone. The first song was Saline Solution by Wilbur, one of my best friends.

Hi guys it is me again. So you have made it to the end of the first chapter, sorry for it being so short, I will try to make them longer but I hope you enjoyed. Love you all

Make sure to eat and drink to stay healthy
Love y'all also happy pride month🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈