• I'm Sorry For Leaving • (Dreamsmp)

•Chapter 3•

Ok, so it has been a while, I think, since I wrote another chapter, sorry, I will try my best to make this longer and I will now start putting more warnings in the chapters. So if there is a tw in a paragraph, I will write it at the beginning in bold the tw.

⚠️TW: MENTION OF PAIN, GORE/BLOOD, DRUGS, PASSING OUT, BANDAGES, CUTTING, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS, DRUNK ROOMATE, UNSAFE BINDING, BEATING UP⚠️

RANBOO POV:

⚠️MENTION OF PAIN, BANDAGES, AND GORE/BLOOD⚠️

I woke up in pain, like I basically opened my eyes and it felt like a tsunami of pain just washed over me. I got up and completely collapsed back on the ground. 'well this will be a long day.'  I thought. I tried again but only stood for like a second before collapsing to my knees. I waited a few minutes for some of the pain to just chill for a bit.

After what seemed like a decade, well it was only 10 minutes, the pain decided to take a break from tormenting me. I tried to get up again and it was a success. ' wait I could have just crawled to the bathroom, god I am an idiot'  I told myself. I horribly walked to the bathroom.

I took out the bandages from the cabinet. I put them down next to me and took off my shirt. I looked in the mirror to reveal blood, scars, bruises, cuts. Wow, they surely did a number on me, I mean except for the cuts, those are from me even some bruises are from not taking my binder off.

I start bandaging up my scars, bruises, cuts and clean up all the blood, well most of it. After about half an hour, I was done.

⚠️TW IS OVER⚠️

I got up and started cleaning the bathroom. There was not much to do, so it did not take long.

After that I went to change, let me just tell you, I looked like a emo kid at this point because my clothing is black, I have my hoodie up and I have a scar on my face.

I left my room and into the kitchen. My roommate was not up yet, thank god. I looked in the fridge for a small snack. I found chips in the fridge? There were Lays. WHY IS THERE A FRICKING PACKET OF LAYS IN THE FRIDGE!! IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE IN THE PASTRY CUPBOARD!! Ok maybe I overreacted a bit. Heh.

I left the kitchen and went back to my room and ate the cold Lay's.

I scrolled through discord to see who was online so I could chat because I am bored. It took me like a second until I remembered I still have a computer, a twitch account, a YouTube account, MANY ACCOUNTS that I could go and upload on. So I got up from my bed, little sting of pain here and there but It was only a little. I walked over to my computer and then that mood of wanting to stream slipped away like it was some magical letter from Harry Potter or something.

I went back discord to continue my journey of finding online people. ' why the hell is the SBI online but only them and they are in a VC.' I asked myself. I texted Phil obviously, I need my curiosity to be cured.

RANBOO👑 June 29, 2022 00:12

Hi Phil

Ph1LzA June 29, 2022 00:15

Hey mate, wats up

RANBOO👑 June 29, 2022 00:16

I was wondering why THE WHOLE ENTIRE SBI is on a VC together but are the ONLY ONES ONLINE?!?

Ph1LzA  June 29, 2022 00:16

Oh, we were just talking but I don't know why we are the only ones online, sorry if we confused you a bit mate.

RANBOO👑 June 29, 2022 00:17

Oh, np Phil, I was just curious.

Ph1LzA June 29, 2022 00:17

Ok, bye mate

RANBOO👑 June 29, 2022 00:18

Byee

'Ok, so it was just a coincidence. Welp I better go Stream.'

I got up and walked over to my set up and looked for a game that would look good to play on stream.

It took like 2 hours to find a game to play. I just decided to play some Sims™4 with crazy mods in it.

The Stream was 2:16:56 / 2 hours, 16 minutes and 56 seconds long. So long stream.

I got off the chair once I ended stream and went to get water. I completely forgot I my little fricking idiot of a roommate still lives here let alone exist!

⚠️TW: BEATING UP AND GORE⚠️

I walk into the kitchen and saw my partner awake! "WHAT DO YOU *hicc* THINK YOU AR- *hicc* DOING HERE~" He said, hearing him talk, he was clearly drunk. He walked up to me and had a bat in his hand. Well shoot. I started to run the other way but he caught me.

My roommate didn't decide to beat me up a lot today. It was only a few bruises and some blood.

I went to my bathroom and cleaned my wounds.

⚠️TW OVER⚠️

I went back to my computer to see that I had 17 messages from discord. I clicked on the app and saw that 8 messages were from Tommy asking if we could stream today, 5 from Wilbur asking the same thing and 4 from Tubbo asking just saying hi and checking up on me, like he does to everyone.

I messaged Tubbo back first.

TUBBO_  June 29, 2022 3:00

Hey Boss man!!
How r u
Just checking up!
Have a good day!

RANBOO👑 June 29, 2022 3:32

Hey Tubbs!
I am good and you
You too

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WILBUR SOOT  June 29, 2022 3:11

Hi
How r u
I was just wondering
Would you like to stream
With me and Tommy

RANBOO👑 June 29, 2022 3:34

Good u
Sure
What time

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TOMMYINIT June 29,2022 3:10

OI
ENDERMAN
LETS STREAM
Also how are u
STREAM!!!
WITH ME AND MR SOOT
HOPE YOU ARE WELL
-BEST MAN

RANBOO👑 June 29,2022 3:36

Hey Tommy
I am tired and u
I have already agreed to Mr SOOT
Hope you are well too

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I messaged them all and then started streaming with Wilbur and Tommy

Hi guys, sorry for not posting 8n a while. I was a quite devastated by Techno's death so I lost quite a lot of motivation. Hope you all well and just remember

I LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️👑