why did I fall in love with you my heart will not survive anymore

I made a bad decision

Nikola waked up at about 7:00am and saw she is in the Salvatore house and Bonnie is looking at her.

- How was your night? - she asked.

- it was ok. Bonnie? - 

- Yeah- 

- I think i made a bad decision - Nikola said 

- what do you mean? - she asked

- it's all my fault if i wouldn't go there i wouldn't be raped - she said looking down.

- Nikki what happened happened and you can't do anything about it I am so sorry - 

- i need a walk - Nikola said 

then she went down and saw Damon and the other boy but she ignored them and went on a walk after about 200m she kneeled on the floor and shouted.

- Ahhhh!! - she holed her head in her hands and cried she remember what happened what did he do to her she was helpless and fainted . After a while Damon finds her and tries to wake her up after a 1min or 2 she waked up.

- Are you ok? - she looked at him he was so handsome but she tried not to think about it .

- yeah i am ok - 

- your sure? - 

- yes - she look up and he looked her in the eyes.

- i think i did a bad decision - Nikola says while they walk to his house.

- well what happened happened - he says.

- who was that boy in your house? - Nikola asked.

- That's my brother Stefan - he said.

then we go inside and Elena looked me up and down.

- What's your problem . You think i look sexier then you ? - Nikola said .

- No -

- so look your ass up and down not me bitch ! - Nikola said Elena got mad and pushed her to the wall but Nikola throwed her on the floor and kneeled down her and said.

- don't you ever do that again - Nikola says and Bonnie went up to her.

- what happened? - Bonnie  asked 

- Nikola and Elena had a little fight - Damon said 

- Lets go home and watch a movie - Bonnie said and then they went back to Bonnies house.

- you like Damon don't you ? -  she asked.

- No i don't - Nikola said 

- you do - 

- No i don't - 

- Ok what every you say. - 

- So what are we watching? - Nikola asked.

- what ever you want - Bonnie said.

After 3 hours they went to sleep and at 9:30am they woke up and did there dinner.

- you ok? you look sad? - Nikola asked.

- i am ok just tired - she said looking down.

- i know something is wrong tell me please - Nikola begged.

- Lets do something crazy - She said ignoring my question .

- Finally my  old friend is back what do you want to do ? - 

They went to lots of shops and then they did tongue piercing.

- That hurts - Nikola says 

- i know - she said looking at Nikola.

they spent about half of the day shopping it is about 9:00pm they enter home and see Damon and Elena making out suddenly something happened to Nikola.

- I am gonna have a walk and you sort this thing out ok? - 

-  Are you ok you don't look yourself ? - she asked

- I am fine -