mesmerised

part 3

 hi all! how are you guys!??!!?!? i havent updated in a while becuase i have been busy with exams but IM BACK because of my friend....ANYWAYS feel free to give me suggestions on what to write as i gt a little lost sometimes and correct any istakes PLS XXX 

-crz

(next day) thursday

i woke up the next day to my mother shouting my name that im late, again. i jumped out of bed and shoved on an outfit that i found on my floor and grabbed my bag, i headed out the door with a chocolate bar shoved in my mouth and get in my car. 

i arrive at school and walk to class slowly, i finally arrive and get a lecture from sir and a detention on friday. i see emily laughing in the corner and i flip her off with finger. 

the bell rang for next period, i had PE, im pretty sure emily had geography or something with her boyfriend or ex or crush.. im not to sure whats goin on with emilys dating status at the moment but i dont dare ask in case she gets in a mood, she doesn like when i ask about her crushes or boyfriends but i do anyways 

i arrive at PE and see a group of girls in the corner, they were my ex bsfs, horrible people who would judge you for anything. i start changing for pe and evie comes up to me, we used to be bestfriends in middle school but she kind of left me for boys and popularity. she looks at me while im changing in a rude way ''need something'' i ask polity ''no but you do, you need some weights'' she laughs and walks away. i knew what she meant like that, people always walk past me and give me stares, do my shoulders provoke you, does my chest, my stomach my hips, the body i was born with, if i wear what is comfortable im not a woman, know they've never seen my body beneath my clothes, they still judges it. why. they makes assumptions on people from their size, if i wear more if i wear less who decides what that makes me or what it means.

i decide to skip school after that and go get ice cream with emily, i dont tell emily about what happened n the changing room, its not that i dont trust her i just...well i dont even know.

i decide to head home, well it barely feels like home with these people, but anyways i knock on the door, it opens and i got a shock because the person at the door is him.

-A/N

hehe another little cliff hanger. well sort of....

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