"Callie..." he groans and his hand starts to go down the front of my jeans as he rolls us to the side. I'm surprised at how much my body wants him to touch me there, so I keep kissing him while little moans escape my lips and I thread my fingers through his hair. His fingers remain just inside my jeans, like he's testing me, and then finally he slips one inside me.
He inches his mouth away for a second to look me in the eyes. "Are you okay?"
I'm nervous and scared, but it feels so good. "I'm fine," I say and the breathlessness of my voice is all the reassurance he needs.
His finger start moving as he returns his lips to mine, slipping his tongue inside my mouth as his other hand feels my breast on the outside of my shirt, making a gasp rush out of me. My h*ps start to writhe up against him and he slides his hand away from my breast down to my thigh, guiding it over his hip so I'm opened up to him.
My head tips back against the pillow as I work to catch my breath. He leans back slightly, his finger massaging me from the inside, and he watches me in wonder as every single part of my body rises and falls. Something deep within me bursts with heat and I gasp, trying to hold onto it, but seconds later I come back down to reality.
Kayden slides his finger out of me and kisses me gently, his breath hot against my lips. "Are you still good?"
I nod my head up and down, my breathing erratic and my skin damp with sweat. "I'm great."
He smiles at my answer and I would probably blush under normal circumstances, but the high in my body still lingers. He lies down on his back with his arm tucked under my neck, his fingers combing through my hair, as he stares at the ceiling with a puzzled expression on his face. "I have to go meet up with Luke. He kept texting me, saying he needed to get the f**k out of the house. I told him I was stopping by here for a few minutes and then I'd be over."
"Oh. Okay." I'm kind of hurt he's taking off.
"I promise we won't hang out with him for the whole night." He climbs off the bed and extends his hand to me. "We can come back here a little later or maybe go catch a movie."
I take his hand and stare up at him. "You want me to go with you?"
He lifts me to my feet with his eyebrows dipped. "What? Did you think I just came over here to... to do that to you?"
I feel stupid. "Maybe. You were texting me all that stuff out of the blue." I shrug. "I really don't know what I was thinking."
He keeps holding my hand as he steps toward the door. "Callie, I'm not using you. The whole texting thing was just my sexual tension catching up with me. If you don't want to do stuff, you can say so."
"I want to do stuff," I say. "That night, when that stuff happened, I only panicked because of something you said that reminded me of what happened... with that other thing. It wasn't because of anything you did."
The worry in his eyes subsides as he brings my wrist to his lips and kisses it delicately. "So we're good to keep going?"
I nod, even though I have no idea where we are going. I'm extremely interested to find out, though, especially after what we just did. I always believed that stuff like that wouldn't be possible for me; that it would remind me too much of what happened, but all I was thinking about the entire time was Kayden. Everything else left my mind.
Chapter 16
#7 Do Something Just Because It's Fun.
Kayden
I'm worried that I'm getting in too deep. I couldn't stop thinking about her after Luke and I dropped her off at her house, which is why I had been staying away. The longer I did, the more intense my feelings got. All I could think about was being with her, especially because my dad has been an a**hole ever since I got home. He hasn't hit me, but he doesn't make it easy to be around him, even just a little amount of time.
