Every Lie that We Tell ✔

Third Lie

Jungkook

Third Lie - Seokjin and I will never be friends again

He leans against the window not looking at me, "I am here because you are hurt and you are to drunk to drive, I may hate your guts but I don't want you dead." "Whatever Jungkook, just leave", he turns away from me. "Why did you fight", I ask again. "Why do you want to know", he shouts back angrily. "Because I do", I say annoyed. 

"I was making out with Nari okay, happy, can you leave now, I don't need you taking care of me anymore, you are nothing to me", he says choking up and turning away from me. I won't lie, that hurt, "making out with Nari, why were making out with her", I ask bitterly. "It was just a heat of the moment thing, It's the first real feelings I've had in two years okay, I wanted to chase it", he says choking up, " then that guy who likes her came in and caught us and started fighting with me."

I stared at him for a second and lately my favorite thing to do is piss Jin off so that he realizes I hate his guts, he was my best friend, my brother, my soul mate and he ruined it, he ruined it with a drunken kiss and I hate him for it, I like girls, not guys and he ruined us.

 "Did you think of me while you kissed her", I ask smirking. He whips his head to look at me, "excuse me." "Did you think of me while you had your tongue down Nari's throat", I ask again, "I have an idea, maybe if you find a guy to date, we can have our friendship back and I won't have to worry about you trying to kiss me."

"Jungkook, you have two seconds to get out of my fucking face or I swear to god", he turns toward me like he might punch me but then looks toward the door. "Seokjin", the handsome doctor calls his name. He glares at me as he walks toward him, I follow behind, I wasn't letting him in that room by himself with Dr. Handsome.

"Your shoulder is dislocated, I am going to pop it back into place and then we will have to put your arm in a sling for a few weeks, you have to keep from moving it the best you can, the first couple weeks after dislocation it could easily pop out again", the doctor says. I see him smile at Seokjin, not a normal smile either so I get up and stand by him, he looks at me with a confused look on his face and I see Jin shake his head.

"Are you ready, this won't be pleasant, hang on to me right here", he says placing Jin's hand on his hip. I clear my throat getting their attention and gaining a glare from Jin, he puts his hand on the doctors hip and for some reason I want to rip it away but when I hear him scream in pain my first instinct is to protect him, I grab his hand so that he knows I am here, I see the tears on his cheeks and my heart breaks.

Seokjin

He helps me back into his car, I am so groggy, the doctor gave me pain meds and I can't keep my eyes open, he also gave me his number when Jungkook left to pay the bill, why is he even helping me, he hates me, he has hated me for the past two years. 

I feel myself being pulled out of the car, the next thing I feel is being laid on a soft cloud and falling back into a deep sleep, I woke up realizing it's still dark outside, where am I. I hear a soft snore next to me and I jump a bit, "OW." The person sat up quickly, "are you okay, did I bump you on accident."

"Jungkook", I say scrambling out of bed, "what the fuck am I doing in your room." I start to put my shoes on and he turns the light on and stands in front of me, dressed only in basketball shorts, I can't help the way I look at his chest and of course he notices, he grabs a t-shirt off the floor and puts it on, I roll my eyes and slip into my shoes. 

"Jin calm down, you were groggy and if I took you home and your dad saw your shoulder he would have beat your ass and you wouldn't have been able to defend yourself", he explains. I sat back down and scrub my hand over my face, "why not in a guest room then." "We always slept in the same bed growing up, what's the big deal", he says. 

"The big deal Jungkook is that I disgust you, remember", I yell at him. I stand up to leave, "I'd rather get my ass beat by my dad than have you look at me like I am some kind of pervert, goodbye Jungkook thank you for making this all better." I tried so hard to keep my tears in but they fell anyway, he grabs my hand and holds me there, "I miss you Seokjin, I miss my best fucking friend so much, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO RUIN IT."

I look at him with such hate in my eyes that he actually flinches, "I TOLD YOU I WAS SORRY, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, DO YOU NOT THINK I'D TAKE IT BACK IF I COULD", I sob and pull my hand out of his, "it was a mistake brought on by alcohol and you just keep bringing it up and bringing it up, forget about it, just forget it ever happened, I regret it so much because I miss my best friend too and I can only apologize so many times till it doesn't mean anything anymore." 

I drop to my knees and sob into my hands, he kneels down next to me and holds me, "I am so sorry Seokjin, I really am, I know you have feelings for me, I can see it in your eyes when you look at me, I just dont feel the same and I freaked out."

I push him off me and stand, "I am sorry that I fell for my best friend, I am sorry that I freaked you out and made you uncomfortable, you won't have to worry about it anymore because I am done." 

I turn and walk out of his room, when I get into my house I make sure my father isn't up yet and quietly make my way to my room. I know Jungkook will never reciprocate my feelings and it breaks my heart, he says I should date someone else, maybe he's right, maybe we can have our friendship back if I am not obsessing over him... yea right.