one piece x reader one shot lemons (take two)

Tiger stripes (dom zoro)

Warning

This one shot deals with self hate and body shaming. This was a requested one shot and don't worry our sexy zoro knows how to treat his curvy goddess. Reader is a cubby girl.

Gross. Ugly. Hideous. Fat ass. These are a few of the words I use to describe myself. Silently of course, if I ever called myself that out loud the whole crew would be down my throat for thinking of myself like that. I'm good a pretending like I'm fine, that I think I'm awesome. With this many years of practice it's no wonder I'm such a great

actress. Why do I have to fucking be this, have this. I sqeazed my clump of fat on my stomach as I look in the floor length mirror in nothing but my sports bra and my underwear. Ya, sports bra.

I'm so fucking huge I can't even fit into a normal cute bra. I can't even have fucking cute panties cuz of my fucking bolder of an ass. I turn to look at my side angle. Dear God, I didn't think I could look any worse. Fucking stretch marks all over my belly, thighs, upper arms, hell, there even some on my fucking back. I only shave my legs

and armpits so I can cool down at least a little bit, and even then what do I get, fucking razer bumps every fucking time. I only ever wear jeans and t-shirts to cover it all. I have done all the things that nami and Robin recommend me to do to get rid of them. At least try and make them less noticeable, but noooo it's like it gets fucking

worse. I pity all my crew for having to look at me, Especially zoro. I'm surprised he wanted me to be his girlfriend looking the way I do, with him looking the way he dose. My God, he's so fucking sexy. Those glorious muscles decorated by that delicious scar from mihawk. The fucking scar across his eye makes me just as wet as when I

watch his displays of strength when I look at it for too long. I cant help but touch my lips and close my eyes as I think of the love he makes me feel every time he gives me those gentle kisses that quickly turn heated when we are alone making my skin burn for him in every way. It never goes further then that. I always say I forgot about something important and run off. I can't handle the disappointment that will surly show in his eyes... er well... eye, when he sees me, Sees this. I cant help but let the tears flow knowing how I can't ever hold him like I want to, like l crave to. I just want to drown in this blissful dream while it lasts before he comes to his senses and wonders why the fuck he wanted this fucking garbage can. I sniffles as I ran my fingertips over my stretch marks.

"Y/n, I've been looking for you everyyyyyyyy.............where" zoro opened my door freezing me in place as he dragged out his words and ended is sentence in a breathy whisper. The door was behind me, I could see him in the mirror. His face was flush red as his eyes were wide and glued onto my trash heep of a figure. His mouth was slightly open and as he stayed unmoving in the doorway I couldn't help but uncontrollably cry. I heard the door slam and though my tears saw him run towards me.

"Y/n!! Are you ok?! What's wrong?! Are you hurt?! Was it that stupid cook?! I'll fucking kill him "I'-im s-sor-ry" my crys cut his frantic worried rant.

He looked at me worried and confused as he held my shoulders.

"I-im s-sorry i-im tr-rash. I-im s-sorry i-i I-00k I-like th-this I-im s-so-rr-ry i-i c-ca-an-nt b-b-be be-au-ti-ful I-like y-y-0-00-00u" I cried even harder as I cupped my face in my hands. I already ruined everything. I fucking did it already. This stupid fucking body. Why do I have to live in it.

"Hey... hey.... hey..." he softly held my wrists and I let him pull my hands away. I was now looking down at him as he was kneeling infront of me.

"What are you talking about, 'beautiful like me'. You have always been breathtaking and you will always be breathtaking. Do you even realize how many guys I have to keep from approaching you when we stop at an island.......... do you even have