Killing Her Inside.

Chapter 2.

TW://SEXUAL ASSAULT, OVERDOSING,

When Eri started at her new school, she finally managed to find the love of her life she met in the week trial; Eri became friends with his friends, and Eri made friends of her own in her year group. It was months before Eri found out that there were worse things to happen.

A video was spread around the school of Eri being sexually assulted, by the person who caused it, who was in her lovers form. The school did nothing about it and said it was her own fault and caused it all herself. It was enough stress as it was, coping with her baby, her family, her mental and physical health, and all Eri wanted was help.

Things seemed to calm down, life started to get the smallest bit better, whilst Eri tried to cope as best as she could everyday, forgetting the trauma she experienced. She never expressed her feelings, never, due to the repercussions it could have caused to her, her family and her lover; So she hid everything in her mind, for her mental disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID, to cope with. But her disorder was made to help her cope with it all, which it did, but slowly could fail, which whenever it failed, linked to Eri’s physical disorder, CRPS, or known as Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, which could fatally kill her, or injure her terribly. ‘At least I can overdose all the time and it can be fixed,’ she thought over and over again. But Eri never dared to overdose usually because she never wanted her lover to follow in the steps she took in. It was painful for her lover to watch her during school seeing her in pain, sobbing. Even during a club they both were in, Eri would pass out, which made her feel terrible for making her lover panic. She hated herself, everything she would do around them, Because she was constantly scared.