Second Chance,redemption and even Acceptance(The story of SpringTrap)

Chapter 29 part 1:After the second night

usually when i had a nightmares.. i would just completely getting over it, i got numb after so many times.. but this one, it was different. that Circus Baby nightmare, it felt more like a realization, a scream from my heart, rather than a fear

i was thinking about everything, from my vision when it all had started till that day, i had doubts in everything i did for which i never felt till that day, why? well i did everything to reunite with my family and to redemm all of it, but does i? a child murderer could 'redemm' it that easily? it's not a small mistake, it is much more worser than it is.. the only thing that cause it to be like that.. was because they're just children, well in mental mind that is, but i don't think neither.. her or michael would be so

i didn't have plan on which to say that day, my only mind was that nightmare, and everything i said

"uhh Dad?" golden voice snapped me back, i were spacing out at the elevator thinking all of.. that

"!! oh, sorry.. kinda went elsewhere"i shrugged it

he just raised his shoulder "yeah.. i would be it too since.. i can't believe we're going to go them"

"i.. umm well i could say the same thing too"

"it felt.. really exciting! and nervous at the same time.. like butterfly in stomach.. though not sure i have one" he chuckled

i just smiled and looked away, excited? nervous? hardly felt it, i felt.. scared, worried.. she knew the truth.. but not because she knew, expected that.. but on what i should say when we came face to face, she is going to be mad.. it's predictable, and reasonable, and michael.. well at that time, he is the only one i had no idea off, sure visiting his college and finding his information would be a piece of cake... if i was human that is

"i wonder what should i say.. 'hello it's me your little brother sis!' or 'heyyy remember me?' uhhh both felt equally awkward" i turned my head to him and smiled while he's speaking

"orrrr maybe we could just pretend that we're just some animatronics?" i suggest

he tilts his head "wait.. no surprise welcome then?"

"well that would be fine, but meeting again after years and also after death, and in different form of body, then acted like nothing ever happened, is maybe.. a bit mixed emotions? like when we first met, then suddenly when i knew your true identity.. well you know what i meant" then again, there's still other funtimes animatronics, i didn't knew what would be their reaction, and maybe it's a good thing too? is it?

"oh... yeah i could see why. so we're just.. going to pretend like we never knew them??"

"not forever, just until the time is right if you got my catch"

"got it"

then after it felt long going forward, it stopped and then slowly moving down

"hello" a male announcer voice suddenly greet us "and welcome back to-" and it voices, glitch into monstrocity to oblivion "as in our procotol, if you accidentally left something during your shift, please just ask the next crew to pick it up for you, you may waste somebody's time by making them waiting, thank you and have a good time"

"... uhh that was weird" golden first commented

i shrugged and raised my shoulder "that was the announcer, nothing weird" though that it tries to imply that we've been down there before, that protocol was created when a staff returned back after ending their shift.. at first i thought it was just a bug....