Dear Notebook,
I woke up crying this morning and im not sure of the cause. All the reasons are just images in my head that never seem to go away, as i lay in my bed i question the thought " i dont need my meds... They make me feel weird and out of it." As if i was dead looking upon myself but still living shell. Thats how i feel sometimes, like an empty shell i put on a fake smile and wipe away the tears. I am just gonna go on with my life feeling like this, like the way i do now. If thearapy and the meds worked for me maybe i would feel not as alone but oh well some people were made to be alone. "Life is not a wish granting factory" as augustus waters says. I wish it was sometimes though i would probably wish for these feelings to go away. Anyway im tired so im going to go back to bed.
Yours Truly Cassie
A/N hey guys i wanted to update even if it was short before i got busy or forgot. Anyway love you ✌❤
