I was happy then.

The start of a long road

"Mom I'm heading out with some friends." These were the only words I had spoken to her that night.the only words that mattered then.I was ready in 30 mins.I ran downstairs and opened the door just as my friend pulled up. Sam was a beauty, she always arrived on time so it was easy to plan a schedule. There was never any problems with that anyway, she was an absolute control freak always keeping to her schedule. I sat in the car and we drove.
Music blared in my ears as a low thumping wormed it's way into my brain. I was sat In the corner happily sipping my ,whatever the hell this was, drink. It gave me a slight buzz around my head and hands. I could see everyone dancing and sitting and this filled me with trepidation. I had no chance of ever finding Sam but I didn't care, not then anyway. I was happy you see so I didn't really mind when a stranger came an sat next to me. "Hello there, my names jack and you are looking nice" I blushed a deep red whilst covering my smile but I was confidence. I had pulled a cutey and I couldn't wait to see where this led for me and my future family.
Anyway we carried on for the better part of an hour as he plucked up ye courage to kiss me and boy was I glad. I was happy. First party and I got my mack on. That's when he said the words that fills me with exhilaration and terror. 5 simple words that decided my fate. " wanna go somewhere more private?"
"Yes"
He didn't hesitate then all he did was Grab my Hand and pulled me as fast as possible up those stair to the party. We got to a bedroom and he kissed me, backing me towards the bed. I let him a we laid down his hands travelled to places I've beer been touched before. I felt a hot fire move long my spin as they reached their destination place and he began to pull down my trousers. "No, I'm not ready " I told him. He didn't seem to care he just carried in that when I heard his zoo an I knew what was happening. So I did why felt like the only logical thing at the time. I kneed him in his fairy holders. He grunted and I dashed to the door as I pushed him off. I turned the handle once, twice and nothin happened and that's when my face met hit the door.Hard. He gripped me by the waist picked me up and threw me on the bed.
Now I'm not gonna tell you the rest because no one wants to know that. No one wants to know my pain. The taking of my innocence but this is my story.

And this is what happened.