Behind The Scenes

07: just friends

The next day Zee woke up early admiring NuNew sleeping peacefully beside him. New opened his eyes when the phone rang. "Morning hia" New got up and stopped the alarm. "Morning you too" Zee got up and went to the closet.
"You can go in the shower first, I'll go make some food and then we'll go get your luggage" zee took her clothes from the closet and New went into the bathroom. zee changed and went down to the kitchen. New soon followed Zee down. "Hia, don't you take a shower?" Zee returned to New, putting the food on the table. "eat and I'll be back soon." New sat down to eat while Zee went to the shower.

Tutor POV

I woke up but I didn't want to get out of bed, I was still thinking about Yim's words when I remembered that we had to go to Phuket, I got up and packed some clothes, I changed and left at Zee's where I met the rest.

Author POV
Zee and the rest were in the living room waiting for the car, it was the first vacation where none of the staff or managers came. P'Aof warned them about crazy fans so they should be careful who they notice or talk to.The car arrived faster than they thought, but they waited for Yim who woke up late.he arrived and got in the car. "I'm sorry I'm late". the boys just smiled until his tutor's eyes met Yim's. "Who am I sitting next to?" Max slept on Nat's shoulder, Zee held New in his arms saying no and Jimmy and Tommy were asleep, the last chance was NetJames but Net didn't let James go so he finally sat down next to Tutor who seemed to ignore him , the tall boy put his headphones on and turned on the music.

It's been 30 minutes since they left bangkok and Yim felt sleepy. He closed his eyes and leaned on Tutor shoulder. Tutor seen that Yim was sleeping, he wanted to do something but he stopped what happened last night.
Tutor sighed and just let Yim be.
  Everyone was asleep when Yim woke up to see Tutor sleeping not very comfortably, he raised his head and put Tutor on his shoulder. Thoughts were scattered in Yim's mind and he didn't know how to put them in order. Why did Yim regret what he said to Tutor but didn't regret the kiss? Does he really like Tutor? (For sure u-u)
1 hour left and the car arrived at its destination. they all woke up and got out of the car, leaving only Tutor sleeping on Yim's shoulder. Yim tried to wake him up but Tutor approached his face, the short boy blushed and pushed him getting out of the car.
The boys were confused when they saw Yim blushing.
"What happen?" Asked Net.
"N-nothing, let's go" Yim said. "We need to wait for Tutor." Said Zee when Tutor walked out of the car. " I'm here" said Tutor and Yim started to walk side to side with NuNew. 

"Did something happen?" Zee asked as he walked over to Tutor. Tutor is eager to say but he told Zee what happened to him and Yim at home.
"He's giving you fake hopes right?" Asked Zee. "Yes..and it's hurting me" said Tutor.
They arrived at the hotel, stayed and chose their rooms. Yim insisted on not staying with Tutor in the room. "Yim, stop, why are you praying for them so much? Stay with me in the room plus we have to talk. I want to clarify things between us," Tutor said, taking the key from Zee and pulling Yim after him.

In their room-
"Stop Tor" said Yim taking Tutor's hands off of him. Tutor stopped and looked into Yim's eyes, pushing him against the wall. "Yim look at me and tell me you don't feel anything for me" Yim looked at him scared "Tor you scared me" Tutor kissed Yim hard and holding his wrists. "Tutor-" Tutor kissed him on the neck, leaving deep marks. "Tutor please ..." Yim shed a tear that ran down his cheek. Tutor continued to kiss him until Yim pushed him. Tutor looked at Yim

Yim was about to leave when Tutor stopped him "don't!" Said Yim.
"I'm sorry I didn't think..i don't want to scare you.." replied Tutor looking down at his shoes. "You're aware of what you just did?" Tutor nodded his head as no. Yim just sighed and leaves the room.
The boys were at the door but Tutor ignored them and run after Yim.
"Yim, I'm not done talking." Tutor grabbed his hand as the rest of the boys sat and watched. Yim just stood there with fear in his eyes looking at Tutor. "Go on, do you want to fuck me? Okay, just do it. You're nothing but other people." Yim wiped away his tears
"that's not what I wanted to do..Yim I don't want you to be scared of me" Tutor hugged him tightly letting Yim cry in his chest. "but I'm scared of you.." Tutor stroked his head trying to calm him down.

"I don't want to hurt you..i'm sorry"
Tutor let him go, wiping away his tears. "It won't happen again, I promise. I won't let my feelings control me." Yim looked into his eyes. "Do you promise we'll just be friends?" Tutor shed a tear destroyed inside "just friends". Yim smiled and hugged him. The rest of the boys were worried about the tutor once again.
Tutor hugged him again and with a fake smile let go. "Will you continue to stay in the same room?" Max asked, looking at him worriedly.
"I don't want the earlier thing to happen, I want to calm down for the moment so I'll be alone in the room," Tutor said with a smile. "You can still stay in the room with me," Yim told him.
"It's okay, I don't want to scare you again, it's better that way." The boys smiled at them even though they knew Tutor would hurt himself.