It's A Headspin

Chapter 5

TW: The following chapter has mentioning of the follow triggers, but not limited too. Vaginal Intercourse - post miscarriage. Depressive behaviors. 

It has been a week since the incident. The club had been closed for remodels and clean up. The girls were okay with that. We decided to make things safer for the girls in case these incidents happened again. Heaven forbid. But being owned and managed by Barnes with his Mob history, we would be ready for it.

I had been very quiet ever since coming home from the hospital. I barely ate, barely showered. Woke to nightmares of how things could have gone down. My mind was rethinking the worst. Bucky was super supportive and took care of me. Cradling me as I cried from a breakdown. Today was no different. I sat looking out in the city lights as the sun set in Bucky's nook in his bedroom.

Bucky walks into the bedroom from the bathroom. He walks over to me, not giving me a choice in where we were going, he lifts me up and carries me into the bathroom. He sets me on the counter and I see he has the tub running. He kisses my forehead lightly and peels away my black silk robe. He lets it fall around my frame and shifts to take his sweats off. He then lifts up my naked frame and carries me over to the tub. He takes a step over the tub and lowers us slowly into the tub.

He kisses my forehead again, my cheeks, my chin. Just being tender with me. It was one of the things I loved about him. He could be so tender like this at times, and others he could be destroying me as we made rough love. We hadn't had sex or even pleasured each other since before the incident. Knowing I couldn't yet from the procedure a week ago.

I lean into his touches as he runs soapy water up over my shoulders and down my back. He presses a kiss to my forehead and I move closer to him. I look at him and cup his face, "James."

"Yeah, doll?" he asks softly.

"Will you make love to me?" I ask softly, my forehead pressed to his, our noses brushing against each other.

"You sure?" he asks softly. I nod slowly, kissing his lips softly, "I'm ready."

He nods and picks up my legs placing them on his so I'm straddling him, as our lips move slowly but passionately. I wrap my arms around his neck and gasp as he guides his cock into my barracks slowly. I grip his shoulder as I help lower myself slowly. He looks up at me, "it's okay. Just take it slow." He rubs my back, "we don't have to do this..." I shake my head and seat myself completely around him, "no, no, I want this. I need this."

He nods, cradling my back in his strong arms, "I love you so much."

"I love you too," I say as I nod to him. He begins to rock his hips up and down the water splashing around us. He kisses my shoulder blade, "God, you feel so good wrapped around me."

I nod, leaning my head back, shoving his face into my breasts as our hips rock together. He leaves open mouth kisses on my skin as I moan and run my fingers up the back of his head. He looks up at me and sighs heavily, content and happy to have my pussy wrapped around his large cock.

I bit my lip, my breast bouncing, "James..." He nods, kissing my neck, "I know baby. I feel you. Come for me."

"Too soon," I whine. He chuckles, "no, never. Come for me baby. Means I'm doing it right."

I gasp, "no, I want it to last longer." I slid off him and he groaned at me, "come back here."

I turn my back to him, sliding myself around him again slowly. He groans and slides himself further. I gasp and grip the tub, "make me come all over your cock."

He nods and holds my hips in one hand, wrapping his other arm around cupping my breasts, squeezing a nipple between his fingers, "come for me baby."

I gasp, gripping the porcelain of the tub as I feel myself climaxing. My legs spazzing and gripping his legs as if to anchor myself. He groans, "fuck." I collapsed back against him, "I think that's one of our best ones..."